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Titan_888
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Wind of Change
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posted November 15, 2002 07:50 AM |
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Wind of Change
Greetings all toh-members!
Finally and i mean finally my situation changed.
for about 6 days without heroes3 and yes that is amazing from my side and i now see things differently.
This also caused by personal situation.
Its a whole new Life I see out here!
Theres just so many things i have to catch up now!
Everyday just become better and better!
I have been a part of TOH for long time.
Believe it or not but i took the madman coin from ZUD 1 season. 
I never Won anything, guess that goes along with my Mr. Nice guy be honorable situation in all games.
But i didnt care as though few of you might think.
Its time to leave, and i cannot support TOH anylonger with my massive games!
I dunno how many different players i have played during my time.. but i never seperated!
i send my thoughts to all of you and just wish the best to my gaming-buddyes.
Thanks for support!
I just like to say to cheesus!
Thanks man... Thanks for some heck of a great times the last year.. i never had more fun than when played 2o2 with you! was the best, and miss it like hell!
and a personal thanks to freakmebaby for your great support! Thanks for listening man!
and TEL - nam uoy evol I -  i hope its ok in here to use that word without getting misunderstood!
Jinxer - Eventhough we disagree sometimes in few matters.. i think your cool and i respect you for your job during the time of TOH!
well GOOD LUCK all - hope you find what you seek in here.
I sure find my missing eye.
Thx Vesuvius for creating this great tourney and for me to have the chance of meeting thoose great buddies around the world!
I love you all
With best regards
Titan_888
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splexx
Known Hero
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posted November 15, 2002 08:00 AM |
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Titan,,u giving up cold turkey
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Azif..
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Aculias
Responsible
Undefeatable Hero
Pretty Boy Angel Sacraficer
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posted November 15, 2002 08:54 AM |
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I understand only too well & hopefully soon I shall follow.
Life is so precious that a wasted time is a terrible thang to waste.
Soon the depression within me shall find a new & will be able to step foot into the world like I used to when I was younger.
It can happen anytime & all I ask in return is to stop by once in awhile.
Trust me when I say you are respected by all no matter the situations & good luck in your real life.
You got friends here believe it or not & your only young once & spend the limited fun wisely lol.
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Dreaming of a Better World
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madmartigan
Bad-mannered
Famous Hero
who will never walk alone
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posted November 15, 2002 08:59 AM |
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I think Titan is going to join Homm4 under an alias
(jk)
Hope to cya later bud
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rychenroller
Promising
Supreme Hero
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posted November 15, 2002 09:05 AM |
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I know this is really shallow, but one of my goals is to see a thread pass by without Peculias posting in it
Titan, I enjoyed our games and you have been a great player, I just hope this isnt a sour grapes attitude, now that Andi and Motor have a hands on role in the running of ToH
GL anyway for any endeavours in the future.
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Aculias
Responsible
Undefeatable Hero
Pretty Boy Angel Sacraficer
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posted November 15, 2002 09:13 AM |
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COme on Rych give me just a little credit lol.
I have not been posting as much as I did a few months ago 
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Dreaming of a Better World
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haile73
Promising
Famous Hero
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posted November 15, 2002 09:13 AM |
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good luck, Titan 
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Titan_888
Known Hero
Wind of Change
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posted November 15, 2002 09:31 AM |
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Thx all!
To clearify ..
i have nothing personal against andi or motor... i just give em back what they give others! badmouth and dishonorable courage...
enuff said
ok.. i might aswell play with open cards!
14 years ago... i meet the love of my life in an age of 14..
Josephine... and me where like soulmates... we couldnt seperate from eachother for a single moment!
in age of 17-18 the problems started... i started smoke weed.. just as fun when me and guys went to drink beers..
But this sh@t became more and more an addiction for me and my girlfriend to (Her mother waS alltime addicted).
My life started to disrupt... I couldnt think clear nomore and i started doin stupid things as to cheat on my girl.
it happened several times.. but she still took me back.. The weed became an everyday addiction... in age of 24 it ended... Josephine had enuff.. she stopped smoke and after only few month it was finally over.. she left me and to which i cannot never blame her!
My life ended... im just proud that i wasnt a frontpage newspaper history one day or another by commiting suicide to my misery!
TOH became my addiction along with the weed... YES this was a perfect hideout for my pain!
1 year ago a started a new work... a new work wich demanded alot of me and i must admit i was alot under pressure.. i played more and more ... i smoked more and more...
untill ...
10 days ago... i see the light.. finally i understood that i kept blame my work... for my fysical health situation ( i work on computer 8 hours) so imagine also 8 hours when i get home with computer.
i finally understood ...
i went to my leader at work... Told her the situation and i was meet with open arms!
last thursday i went to a professional place for help!
i now... havent done the sh@t for 5 days...
well.. now you know... You be the judge!
all i know that this has nothing to do with andi or motor..
i respect them as much i respect all individual human being.
thx for listening!
"Sometimes God pushes us into the dark, to show us he is the light"
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uncoatedtitan
Adventuring Hero
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posted November 15, 2002 11:14 AM |
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:)
Hia all
Well good luck to you 888, it was surely a pleasure to have known you Maybe when you can sit in front of a puter without having to think about weed I and others might have the privilegde to *run* into you again. Think about it this way. For so many years you have played several games on your computer and you have grown accustumed to ( reguardless the game installed ) think that computer/internet and weed went along, hand in hand ( Sartre have written several books on this topic, also John B. Carroll ( sorry a bit in Danish : Sporgets og Tænkingens psykologi + Psykologi bogen both from the publisher Gyldendal and you can get both in your local libary )
So I wish you all the best in the future
Remember THIS day is the first day in the rest of your life.
Greetings Uncoated
P.S. I still have your phone#
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Sir_Stiven
Honorable
Legendary Hero
banned
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posted November 15, 2002 06:20 PM |
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wow...i think its really strong of you to print down that story of yours 888...and i also reckon its a great thing because then you have obviously reckognized what the problem was.
Best of luck to you with your life bud, take it easy
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zonekill
Adventuring Hero
Wiedzmin
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posted November 15, 2002 06:51 PM |
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Hi Titan_888
Better now or never, I'm glad that you happy and that you know now what you just recognized.
I don't want to write my story but I guess it's similar to yours. After one year addiction and hardcore playing I also understood why do I spend so many time playing. You know why.
Wish you good luck for the future.
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Hexa
Responsible
Legendary Hero
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posted November 15, 2002 07:08 PM |
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Nice to hear u are facing issues and dealing with them.
Enjoy RL DUDE!@
All the best..
Hexa
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If you want to realize your dreams >>> you have to wake up!@
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pandora
Honorable
Legendary Hero
The Chosen One
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posted November 15, 2002 07:14 PM |
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I'm glad to hear things are looking so good for you now
Guess i'll need to find myself a new body gaurd
Take care and be well!!
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"In the end, we will remember not the words of our enemies, but the silence of our friends."
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TheEverLiving
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posted November 15, 2002 11:39 PM |
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Hiya OME Sad to hear your leaving man we had some fun games, but I think after reading your reasons its justified kick that weed in the ass, (I did)
Goodluck Man!, pop in now and again and say hello, be great to know how your doin' and sh@t.
Wishing you the best!
Oo_TEL_oO
David Gray: Its Not Easy To Be Me
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ironmlh
Known Hero
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posted November 16, 2002 12:45 AM |
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Quote:
addiction along with the weed... YES this was a perfect hideout for my pain!
1 year ago a started a new work... a new work wich demanded alot of me and i must admit i was alot under pressure.. i played more and more ... i smoked more and more...
untill ...
10 days ago... i see the light.. finally i understood that i kept blame my work... for my fysical health situation ( i work on computer 8 hours) so imagine also 8 hours when i get home with computer.
i finally understood ...
i went to my leader at work... Told her the situation and i was meet with open arms!
last thursday i went to a professional place for help!
i now... havent done the sh@t for 5 days...
well.. now you know... You be the judge!
thx for listening!
Very admirable of you to put your past down for all of us to read.
Just keep a few things in mind, when you slip up dont beat yourself up to bad it is part of the healing process just keep with it, it happens.
That which does not kill you makes you stronger(i know this all to well)
Good luck and keep it going one day at a time, soon enough you will realize you have 1 month clean, then 6 months, then 2 yrs. Keep it up!
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"Knowledge has discarded all biblical teachings"
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bobntamr1
Known Hero
non dictionary ownen hero
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posted November 16, 2002 01:57 AM |
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my 2 cents...
congrats titan888 keep it up just dont do it today, tell yourself in the hard times you can tomorrow, but tomorrow never comes ... been there i have been clean for a long long time now, and want to wish you the best...now my addiction lies with HOMM4 ... as everyone knows hehe
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Camelnor
Famous Hero
Also known as Blue Camel
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posted November 16, 2002 02:26 AM |
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hehe...
Quote:
Life is so precious that a wasted time is a terrible thang to waste.
Thanks yogi
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CraigHack
Known Hero
Have fantasies, will travel...
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posted November 16, 2002 04:20 AM |
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888...
Dude, Best wishes and good luck with the RL thing! I hope you find all the best Arties on your favorite new maps!
Uhhhh.... so I should prolly stop smoking this crap huh? 
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The Gods have brought us together... I can't imagine why.
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ironmlh
Known Hero
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posted November 16, 2002 08:44 AM |
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Hmm
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Uhhhh.... so I should prolly stop smoking this crap huh?
Only if it is affecting your life negatively, i smoked for years all the way thru college and it seemed to have no affect, but i am sure it did.
But even then, if it is not causing any issues go for it. Hell i would probably smoke it more if i was not afraid of getting tested at work... weed should be legal, way more so than alcohol. Its just that we got a bunch of stuck up suits in office that have no idea what the real world is about!
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"Knowledge has discarded all biblical teachings"
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insatiable
Supreme Hero
Ultimate N00bidity
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posted November 16, 2002 01:40 PM |
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what's going on here lol?does everybody smoke weed and drink alcohol when play?,,and i thought i was the exception
....btw,this is RL too!..in case you been told otherwise..
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