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Heroes Community > Tavern of the Rising Sun > Thread: hmm
Thread: hmm
Aculias
Aculias


Responsible
Undefeatable Hero
Pretty Boy Angel Sacraficer
posted January 25, 2002 08:10 AM

hmm

Another day at work another day at home.
Just to watch the game & sit alone

You wonder when that tidal wave is going to fall.
To survive in this world you have to try to fend against it, thats all.

You always hear what a single person wants to hear.
There just seems to be one single thing she leaves out in despair.

Watching the sunrise how beautiful the set.
Just to thinking about it all as I wept.

All these memories of you after all we done
The years of pain when no care in the world, because she's gone.

Why is it so hard to say the nicest thing.
To be embarrased of what other may say.

How fast the time is going
We just keep going & going & not slowing.

I wonder How in the world can you give love.
If no one ever showed you what love is.

Sometimes you feel small when you needed the love.
Just to live on your own with no care.

I wonder when you did not get the attention that you wanted so badly.
Just the luck pure pressure buries you with  their attention, so sadly.


Drawing all those crazed pictures to prove your hurt.
With no understang, but punishment, stuck in your head.

Why did you have to destroy my self esteem at such a young age.
If you did not want me, then why.

Now when your older stuck in your own wishes,, sex & your entertainment.
Do you really think your really free.

Is there an answer to such a person who feels no love.
Maybe an asylum will help you some.

God why did you do it was it the guilt letting us down.
Willnever see you again my friend I love you to death.

May the next world treat you better then this world ever did.
I dispise you why.
The pain was so bear, he felt nothing at all

Fare well my friend with my love as my brother.

In memories of Richard McAllister.

Sorry I was typing & thinking again.
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geralt
geralt


Bad-mannered
Adventuring Hero
Master of sword
posted January 25, 2002 10:05 AM

Realy hard thinkin.

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Romana
Romana


Responsible
Supreme Hero
Thx :D
posted January 25, 2002 11:50 AM

That was beautifull...
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Hexa
Hexa


Responsible
Legendary Hero
posted February 18, 2002 01:05 PM

top!@
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Aculias
Aculias


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Undefeatable Hero
Pretty Boy Angel Sacraficer
posted February 19, 2002 02:14 AM
Edited By: Lith-Maethor on 27 Jun 2003

what was I thinking when I typed it I dont remember sometimes when I am depressed I sit &  type & forget that I was typing lol.
Hope HMM part 3 dont come out lol

EDIT: attaching the post from hmm2 - LM

Will I ever find love agian
Was there something you wanted so bad but will never get.
Have you ever idolized someone your whole life just to find out he was a totally different person.
Is the pain really that great when you lose a relationship.
Do people forget to mention what they want in a person in a relationship,when they know we dont want to hear it, on purpose.
Do you feel so bad when you try to help someone do good & lead them in the right direction, but they decide to go in a differen route.
Will people respect me more if I have a family.
Does it change a way a person think if your parents wanted you to do so much in life but never helped you with a damb thing.
Can you tell that the person you are dating dislikes being around you.
Can mental asbuse mess up your confidence & mess you up in the head for life, even when you try to get help.
Is there still hope for the future.
Will there ever be peace in this world or do people have to live in diferent societies in judgementals.
Do you think people are senitive in certain subjects that other people are not.
Do you feel left out from when you were a kid to where there were you gotten no attention, so you gotten attention from other people (pure pressure etc)
Do you think the future holds goodness.
Do you think you can make a diference in a persons life.
Does it hurt when you see someone that you try to help change their whole life to the very worst.
Does the air bring back memories or a certain alley or music etc.
Is there no end to these questions.
I wonder is there really a right one for a person or do you have to be in the right place at the right time.
Why do women have to be so judgemental.
Sometimes it seems that they rather get hurt then not too.
I wonder if I will someday find someone because I feel it is too late for me, but I love to help others which I have.
We can only get older & time will never stop.
It seems the easiest time in a persons life is when you are living with your parents.
Does it feel so lonely to be alone for years & knowing that women shut down your confidence.
Maybe it was meant to be, but I hope someday someone will come by & they will be confertable being theirselves.
I just hope I dont another one that phiscally abuses me again & puts me down.
I wait for the future.
Peace is the only chance we have but unfortunately people dont think the same way.

Sorry just thinking & typing again hmmmmmm.

EDIT: and this is part 3 - LM

I am me & only I can the chices to my future.
I cannot change what I did in the past
For I must forgive my self otherwise I wont last.
Everyone knows it's not a kids fault for the punishment was to bare.
For How can a kid really know as life can be unfair.
Why should a person beat themselves up all their lives.
With anger & hate without help till they die.
Mayhaps theres a chance to be glad.
With someone just one person to show the young one the way to paradise
SOme will see they did wrong & time to forgive.
Not just any one but mostly myself.
Sometimes you sit & wonder as the days go by.
To realize you gotta go out because time will fly.
You sit in depression thinking about the past.
WHy me, why did it happen to me with this abusive lesson.
Is there a chance to feel lighter then air.
After all the time everyone was so unfair.
Is there a word called love.
How would a young one really know if he never fely love at all.
He hides all the truth deep within his heart.
Never to let out more then a silence.
Maybe there is a chance to move on.
where there may be success & you can say I did it.
Why do I have so much anger & resentment.
Mayhaps he needed more time but had none at all.
when I get older with any sense of direction.
Thinking he's so clever,classless & free.
You worry about your future worried about the time.
For you still gotten know where with no help at all.
My parents gave me no love they gave me no attention.
What a man to do but pure pressure for fun.
Mayhaps jail will do you well.
When you come out pray a new man.
Gosh we must pray for my son.
Sensitive to bare with no feeling.
you hold every thought deep in your heart.
Until everything is so crazy you wont even follow no rules.
Help me someone as he wants to cry out.
Help me end this misery I am scared.
Feeling sorry for himself with no one to help.
He thinks of a dreadful thought.
He screams out in fear.
No one will even hear.
Help me please why does no one care.
Maybe I will show them as I say in fear.
One day later we heard the news from the paper.
Sadly it was a day news.
All his thoughts dreams & ambitions.
Waisted due to being alone in dispair.
Why didnt anyone care.
All I wanted was love to share.
As family wept & everyone reads.
Only to pity him for only a memory he can be.

In Many Memories.
It is such a sad story but life is such a doggy world out there, & knowing when you think in reality that you will never see that person again is a pain that lives forever, forgiving or not.
I pray most everyone dont have to go through what I went through with such pain.

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Kittenangel
Kittenangel


Supreme Hero
Lee's wifey
posted June 27, 2003 06:27 AM

There's another world inside of me that you may never see.
There's secrets in this life that I can't hide.
Somewhere in this darkness there's a life that I can't find.
Maybe it's too far away or maybe I'm just blind, maybe I'm just blind.

So hold me when I'm here right me when I'm wrong.
Hold me when I'm scared and love me when I'm gone.
Everything I am and everything in me
Wants to be the one you wanted me to be.
I'll never let you down even if I could.
I'd give up everything if only for your good.

So hold me when I'm here right me when I'm wrong.
You can hold me when I'm scared but you won't always be there,
So love me when I'm gone, love me when I'm gone
When your education x-ray cannot see under my skin.
I won't tell you a damn thing that I could not tell my friends.

Now roaming through this darkness I'm alive but I'm alone.
Part of me is fighting this but part of me is gone.
So hold me when I'm here right me when I'm wrong.
Hold me when I'm scared and love me when I'm gone.

Everything I am and everything in me.
Wants to be the one you wanted me to be,
Ill never let you down even if I could.
I'd give up everything if only for your good.

So hold me when I'm here right me when I'm wrong
You can hold me when I'm scared, you won't always be there,
So love me when I'm gone.
(Maybe I'm just blind)

So hold me when I'm here right me when I'm wrong.
Hold me when I'm scared and love me when I'm gone.
Everything I am and everything in me,
Wants to be the one you wanted me to be.

I'll never let you down even if I could.
I'd give up everything if only for your good.
So hold me when I'm here right me when I'm wrong.
You can hold me when I'm scared, you won't always be there.
So love me when I'm gone, love me when I'm gone.



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