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Famous Hero
Fresh Air.
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posted December 18, 2010 03:06 AM |
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Ok, my life a couple of years ago was going out most of the nights without caring bout what could happen. I woke up and i had a beer and "alfajor" for breakfast then if i was in the mood i would keep sleeping until someone knocked my door with some cool plan for the evening.
Now its more like working, working, working, studing, gf, going out with a huge sense of insecurity (most due to my gf)...
so...THINKING OUT OF MY BOX...first of all i never thought i would have a gf cause im a special case...i really dont know how she can stand me  i always imagined myself traveling around without knowing what to do the next day.
Now i feel kind of stuck, whenever im calm enough to think i find myself going towards a good but somehow ordinary life.
I want more time, i want to meet interesting people, i want to give an end to corporate life, i miss the sun, the beach and i sometimes miss fooling around with the chick that gives you the look, i dont know... i guess im growing up but also growing old...i wish i had more time, thatīs all but after all i wouldnt trade the ones i love for any other path.
I guess i will do it sometime, live a meaningful life i mean. I think this sense of change is always connected to a self-spiritual finding or something like that...dunno im not very good with words (as u may realize), what im trying to express is that im not crazy into looking back anymore , im kind of worried about where im going.
I hope the end is where i took off 
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