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selcy
Famous Hero
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posted June 27, 2011 12:14 AM |
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Quote: You need a group hug.
HUG
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tsar-ivor
Promising
Legendary Hero
Scourge of God
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posted June 27, 2011 12:18 AM |
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He's a strong man and he has only himself to convince now...
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"No laughs were had. There is only shame and sadness." Jenny
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Duke_Falcon
Disgraceful
Supreme Hero
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posted June 27, 2011 12:21 AM |
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Quote: If you fight it you may recover though, some people have the strength of will to overcome such things...
Too bad I never strong enough. Look back I now seen how pathetic was I in my life. Never have enough strong to disobey in the smallest things...
I think I just realised I haven't life at all. Never do something I really want to do...
As a noble of my House I may successfull but as a man I failed. I'm trully pathetic...
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selcy
Famous Hero
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posted June 27, 2011 12:26 AM |
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Edited by selcy at 00:31, 27 Jun 2011.
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Don't say things like that nobody deserves something like this.
So you haven't flown to the moon or invented something, who cares.
You have whatever time you have left so do something with it whilst you can. Throw caution to the wind marry your girlfriend, be a rebel do something totally out of character.
I use to think like that but Acu has made me see you can be whoever you want to be.
Your a true gentleman and a great friend to me that means a lot.
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tsar-ivor
Promising
Legendary Hero
Scourge of God
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posted June 27, 2011 12:29 AM |
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This world will need you, as i said you have only yourself to convince, how? I've been fighting myself my whole life reason/madness, therefore i can only point the answer at you, i've yet to succeed.
Selcy: hes a noble man (not just in birth but a trait which is truly rare) he will overcome this trial by fire and be an example to us all, makes me so proud to know such a fine man, even though he has a long and harsh road ahead he cannot fail it's not even a possibility.
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"No laughs were had. There is only shame and sadness." Jenny
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selcy
Famous Hero
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posted June 27, 2011 12:44 AM |
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Quote: Selcy: hes a noble man he will overcome this trial by fire and be an example to us all, makes me so proud to know such a fine man.
Maybe you will be right and I so hope you are, but I have first hand experience of what this disease can do to someone and their family. I was lucky to find a great friend that helped me through some very tough times and has since became a lot more to me and my daughters.
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meroe
Supreme Hero
Basically Smurfette
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posted June 27, 2011 01:03 AM |
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Oh Duke .. I don't know what to say.
I'm just praying they have gotten this wrong somehow.
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Meroe is definetely out, sweet
as she sounds sometimes, she'd
definetely castrate you with a
rusted razror and forcefeed
your genitals to you in a
blink of an eye - Kipshasz
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Elvin
Admirable
Omnipresent Hero
Endless Revival
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posted June 27, 2011 01:42 AM |
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Quote: Too bad I never strong enough. Look back I now seen how pathetic was I in my life. Never have enough strong to disobey in the smallest things...
I think I just realised I haven't life at all. Never do something I really want to do...
As a noble of my House I may successfull but as a man I failed. I'm trully pathetic...
I know that feeling, I've been there. But despite all the mistakes, the things you did or did not do.. You just know there is so much more out there, all it takes is a spark to get you started. If there is something I regret, it is the things I have not done but it would be a waste to leave them lying in a corner of my mind, wouldn't it. I wish I had realized some things sooner but at least I have now. It is never a bad moment for a new beginning.
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william
Responsible
Undefeatable Hero
LummoxLewis
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posted June 27, 2011 01:59 AM |
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I don't know you very well, Duke, but my thoughts are with you. I don't know what I'd do if I were in your situation but perhaps, now that you know that you have this, try to live life to the full. Make the most of your time here. This is horrible news but I'd see no point in letting that get you down. As hard as it is not to let it get you down and all, just try to do things that you never thought you'd be able to do. Things you've always wanted to do. I apologise if this does sound bad or something but I hope you understand what I mean.
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~Ticking away the moments that
make up a dull day, Fritter and
waste the hours in an off-hand
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Aculias
Responsible
Undefeatable Hero
Pretty Boy Angel Sacraficer
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posted June 27, 2011 07:04 AM |
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Just keep the faith buddy.
I know it is a very scary moment right now, but just keep living life to the fullest.
Yea just hang in there...
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Dreaming of a Better World
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Kipshasz
Undefeatable Hero
Elvin's Darkside
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posted June 27, 2011 07:26 AM |
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I advice you to try out untraditional medicine. Although I had a very different problem than you man, it worked for me perfectly.
I also must say that the hungarian doctors are inconpetent greedy idiots(we have the same type here as well). If you bribed them, they would have found and most likely cured your illness. It sickens me to see those morons make a living of other peoples' tragedies.
First they're like:
"oh, there's just some weak infection, nothing serious"
After a few months:
"sorry, you'll die after a month."
Fight your disease with all you can man, we're all here for you.
(p.s. If it doesn't work out, I come to Hungary personally and crush your doctors' skulls under my iron boots )
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"Kip is the Gavin McInnes of HC" - Salamandre
"Ashan to the Trashcan", "I got PTSD from H7. " - LizardWarrior
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DagothGares
Responsible
Undefeatable Hero
No gods or kings
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posted June 27, 2011 11:44 AM |
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I'm so sorry to hear this. I don't really know you and I think my words don't really matter. I have close family that died of cancer as well, so I think I maybe can say something of little value. Now, I won't tell you horror stories about what they were in their final moments, that doesn't matter, I'm just saying I experienced it from the other side. The important thing is that you listen to elvin and blizzardboy and do what you need to do.
Words don't help and there isn't much you can do. You mostly have to decide how to take this, lying down, fighting or whatever and I hope you fight, because we are most alive when we fight, though these fights are never pretty. That's all I know.
I hope you pull through, if possible and I wish you strength.
Also, the general attitude of HC reminds me of myself, how I kept telling myself that my brother didn't have cancer or would pull through or how it wasn't that bad, which, I think was belittling and denying the problem, instead of facing it and figuring what needed to be done and what could be done. Just my two cents. I hope I didn't hurt your courage or spirit. Again I wish you strength.
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If you have any more questions, go to Dagoth Cares.
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tsar-ivor
Promising
Legendary Hero
Scourge of God
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posted June 27, 2011 12:24 PM |
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I don't want to argue either, I wan't a solution and theres plenty out there.
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"No laughs were had. There is only shame and sadness." Jenny
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Doomforge
Admirable
Undefeatable Hero
Retired Hero
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posted June 27, 2011 12:59 PM |
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For a topic so serious, why VW... maybe move it?
There always were miracle cures, friend. People suddenly recovering from cancers. The one thing they had in common was unfailing faith in a better future, so... that's the only thing you really need.
and yeah, hugs!
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We reached to the stars and everything is now ours
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Carcity
Supreme Hero
Blind Sage
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posted June 27, 2011 01:00 PM |
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Wow man... Ouch.
You have my best wishes. I believe you can fight this, Duke. Don't give up.
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tsar-ivor
Promising
Legendary Hero
Scourge of God
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posted June 27, 2011 01:03 PM |
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Nighty:
You are not required to be 'good' your required to be you , you both have greatness embedded in your souls and i have no doubt ya'll will rise to the occasion, be true to yourself and the world and in turn will be true to you, not because you deserve it, because thats the way it works, it just is.
Also hugs never hurt anybody so .
OSM???
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"No laughs were had. There is only shame and sadness." Jenny
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Duke_Falcon
Disgraceful
Supreme Hero
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posted June 27, 2011 03:17 PM |
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I've thinking about this whole matter almost all-night long.
I think I'll do what my grandpa (died in cancer when I was a little kid) sad for me:'You are not ordinary but uncommon and uncommon people are unaffected by common problems'(sorry, it's a rough translation but it shows the meaning of his words).
So tomorrow I'll go back to my House and try to use my noble abilities once again. I think if I try hard enough I will cure myself or regenerate and defeat this nasty, common problem. Once I did it and now I just must repeat!
Think of it last time was only a beginnig cancer so that was an 'easy' fight with those medicines and other stuffs. Now it will be more challenging but I won't give up.
I AM A NOBLE! NOBLES NEVER GIVE UP! THEY WIN OR DIE! AND I WILL WIN!
I think this is a promise now...
And again, thank you all of your support! It is really something new as an experience for me! Thank you all!
However what NightTerror said touched me really deeply. I think I want to go out for a trip before I lock myself together with some of my House's members.
I think a little training would be good for me afterall. Intensive training and some pain may trigger some reaction from my body. Last time it worked (with help) so I think it will work again just need to find out how to do it. Now I'm sorry I didn't pay much attention from my other grandpa's words when he taught me. He explained once for me how does it work for my uncle and that is the same for me... Next time I'll pay more attention toward his words...
But tomorrow frighten me badly as I need to tell all of this for my love. I fear it will hurt her so much... But she must know it to be able to decide what she wants...
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meroe
Supreme Hero
Basically Smurfette
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posted June 27, 2011 03:20 PM |
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That's the spirit Dukey!!! Thrash the daylights out of this thing!
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Meroe is definetely out, sweet
as she sounds sometimes, she'd
definetely castrate you with a
rusted razror and forcefeed
your genitals to you in a
blink of an eye - Kipshasz
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tsar-ivor
Promising
Legendary Hero
Scourge of God
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posted June 27, 2011 03:25 PM |
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First you must be a man, then you must be a noble for our sake as much as yours, I wish you luck friend, in all your endeavours.
And remember: 'Example is not the main thing in influencing others. It is the only thing.'
Also I have learned that success is to be measured not so much by the position that one has reached in life as by the obstacles which one has overcome while trying to succeed.
Your not alone ever, no matter where your from or headed. (this obviously goes to all)
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"No laughs were had. There is only shame and sadness." Jenny
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Khalbrae
Adventuring Hero
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posted June 27, 2011 03:56 PM |
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I have some advice to offer, but I do not have time right now. Later on when I am finished work perhaps.
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