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Blizzardboy
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posted August 04, 2016 02:18 AM |
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What two things do you dislike the most about your life?
Deep thread is getting deep.
The question is: what two things do you dislike the most about your life currently.
1) Something external/environmental. A job, living situation, etc.
2) Something internal. A habit/flaw about yourself.
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Tsar-Ivor
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posted August 04, 2016 03:56 AM |
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Idk the thing I dislike the most is also the thing I love the most.
Internal
I've currently have zero worries or concerns, I don't really have any tangible ambitions either.
I mean a year and a half ago some douche-bag from malta nicked 3.2 grand off me, with 2 days worth of food left -20 quid on my account, I was hit with suicidal tendencies at first as I felt like I hit rock bottom, but quickly overcame that. First thing was to secure a job so I instantly started working on updating my CV, then I had to secure my account for my first potential paycheck.
Alas, after hours of running around and being super pumped jumping between adrenaline rushes and bouts of anxiety the bank finally notified me that my account is secure and they'll be processing the refund in a day. I was like...refund? Yep got all my money back and went back to my slothful ways.
Point is, I'm not really up to much, and part of me feels like this is just it and I should carry on, that somehow I deserve an easy - carefree life, as if I earned it or something. On the other hand I feel like I was made to be under-pressure 24/7 and to live on the edge.
External
I currently hate my living standards this kind of steers from the first point. I automatically adjust to the status quo, if the house is in shambles then so is my personal space (family home with 6 people go figure, or an accomodation with 2 crack heads, a dealer and an alright guy who smokes pot now and then). So, for next year I hope I secured a decent place and have self respecting housemates. Don't get me wrong this year was fun in it's own way, but I hate being dirty, but I also like adjusting so living like an animal for a year doesn't bother me as it doesn't affect me permanently.
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Elvin
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posted August 04, 2016 07:25 AM |
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External: I hate my current predicament. Next to no free time, certainly none for my interests and 12-14 hours of thankless as well as stressful work per day.
Internal: Nothing I feel too strongly about. Wish I was more daring and quick-witted though.
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Celfious
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posted August 04, 2016 07:52 AM |
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Edited by Celfious at 07:55, 04 Aug 2016.
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1) Something external/environmental. A job, living situation, etc.
My job demands a lot of my time, I do get 3-4 days off per week but at the start of my time off I am recuperating for at least a day, and tired the rest of the time off anyways. 3-4 days sounds great and honestly, it is in many ways,, but the other 3-4 days that I am actually working, I belong to the company and im exhausted by the end.
2) Something internal. A habit/flaw about yourself.
I paid / pay way to much attention to the truth about this world so I can't blindly walk around in bliss everyday like "omg what a nice day nice flowers" blablabla instead I am well aware of so much of everything between A to Z.. And I think acceptance is absolute garbage to promote as if there is nothing we can do, just accept it and live your life.. Because we should be doing everything we can to save future generations, helping the environment, and reducing the suffering of all life forms because it is the right thing to do with our dominion.
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