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Heroes Community > Volcanic Wastelands > Thread: What a purpose of existing of my own?
Thread: What a purpose of existing of my own?
frostysh
frostysh


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WHY?
posted March 13, 2017 07:31 PM
Edited by frostysh at 13:20, 14 Mar 2017.

What a purpose of existing of my own?

First off I am felling very-super sleepy, and in addition I hope to start to study a crazy insane China language symbols for today, I don't know for what afrigging purpose I need , perhaps coz' a cool graffity can be created with, and I at least must know what those insane things means, well at least approximately.
Second I have created similar topic in the past, so if duplicating the stuff is forbidden, me sorry adminger - just delete it.
Third off, or perhaps I have eat too much of a very cheap fabric made stuff like a "starbucks".
I just saw a lot of references about a those smarty philosophical books on this forum, so I think perhaps guys that know philosophy and stuff can say something reasonable in my case.


So what purpose of my life, what purpose of all those second of my life. What a purpose of the choices that I have made (actually I was always on "ma way", and I is on "ma way" for now)



What will happens if my country will be in the "bad trouble" and I will go at war despite of my health issues, and then I will dying in horrific agony there, what about will be the last seconds of ma' life, what I will think - well of course ma' brain will be full of pain, so I have doubts that I will be able to think something sane, but still.
Of course it is only an example, I can die in the many different ways, actually - that is doesn't matter.
What about I will think:

About a deity, and an eternal life, and I will hope that I will be in the "Paradise somekind" - phahahahah, I don't think so! despite I have always stick of the way of justice and stuff, and never harmed innocent (well it have sometime happens, accidentally, but I have apologized many-many times, and I have a many-many regrets), I have lie to peoples, only when I was a kid, after I have become more mature I have stopped it very fast, well of course, sometimes it have happens intentionally (for an example, when I speak with a some girl, I sometimes losing "control", and saying any nonsense that first coming into my mind, but after a few seconds I am always fixed any serious lie that I have said, or next day , or something like that), etc,etc, but still I wlll not believe in the frigging paradise fro frostysh after death! what a nonsense it is...

About a family? - Well I have no girl, I have no children, I have no close friends or something like that, well I have some family, but they usually very old, for an example my grandma' that I need to take care of, is over 90 years old, her life was like a snow... So I will think about my family - Just another combination of genes in the over 8 billions pool, nothin interesting... Nay, I don't think so.

About my nation, and the "pure tribe" and the all cobnected stuf stuff - For now it not even ridiculous, but it is just boring - so the hell no. Well, for a very short moment I was convinced by some of those ideas, but I think I have too high temperature of body due to the health issues and stuff, in those moments

about a "ma' peoples", and the victory of the good equality commi guys over a bad capitalista - No way! The commi guys is no better, from what they fought, it is for minimum is not a better, but perhaps even worst, especially their methods and results. So the hell I don't want to think about such nonsense.

Sow what is lefts? Nothin lefts, nothin' is comming into my mind... So probably frostysh will die like a poisoned dog of frostysh, just staring to somewhere, and focusing on pain...
Well, maybe I am too pesimistic, or again I have eat too much of "starbucks" like stuff and feels little bit bad becaise of that. .. Who knows.


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Thinkin a lot for today about such snow, still I have found no answer.

Also I have read some stuff from the spam tread about "slay the troll", about "old skool tough guys, and ideologies" and modern "winy freemin pity weak stuff of those feminists, and etc.." Usually such things creating only satirical smile on the face of the frostysh, but in my melancholic state for now, I decided to make the answers for myself, or something like that:

1) I think the desire of freedom is something like natural instinct of the any high-mammals, in the case of humans it is extrapolating even on the things like "speech", Idkn, the "cloth", the color of your car, etc..

2) The any systems, the methods of organizing a large amount of peoples, that have a lot of restrictions to the freedoms, such what you need to looks like, what habits you must have, etc - totally collapsed or transformed into something after the population on the Earth (human population) and the Tech-Progress reached some level. Well you will say, Ancient Greece/Roman guys have lot of freedom in terms of gay-sex, and perhaps even animal sex, etc, but I will say - still their societies was very traditional, well of course they have some new-how.

3) The any attempts to restore and to make a "hard tough society of brutes and wemens" totally failed. Well Nazi-guys have tried to make their Frankenstein - but those attempt was ridiculous and even not created a single generation. Commi-guys have much more success in this case, and for now many humans on the planet Earth is live under Commi-laws, but the things is that Commi stuff was very flexible, and after some fails, quickly transformed to something more acceptable to the crowd. The exceptions - DPRK, ISIS, etc.

4) Those winy impotent guys, that have created a modern free-like world killed much more peoples than all those "brutes" altogether perhaps trough a history of mankind. They have created weapons that can kill most of human population over the Earth just by a few days, and they have almost begins those madness...

So I just curious, bout those guys, who have read too much of history books for skool, with all those sun-shining knights, and "tough" guys, coz' comparing to the modern "winy impotent" guys, all those knights, kings, queens, horseman in a shining armors, etc, is a pity harmless kittens nothin' more.

And imho - the modern society, as we can see it is a result of the somekind of a Darwin Evolution of society, anything else that was before, was less effective, and gone in the annals of history...

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Baronus
Baronus


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posted March 14, 2017 03:08 PM

Good was made by God, evil by people. If you can understand reality, only way is Bible. Creation and firstborn sin. Its the answer. I think thats not simple but its true. First thing in life is morality rest is addon. Be honest, be sincere with my own. Clean conscience. If youre not you become crazy like mad dictators in history. Life in lies is road to destruction own personality and to life disaster. Be good for someone and others, family etc. Only way to building own personality. So all good for you.

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frostysh
frostysh


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WHY?
posted March 14, 2017 03:34 PM

I have understand almost nothin, from what you have posted, mr Baronus, but if you tried to explain me some Bible stuff, or the any other like symbolic, mystic, sacral geometry, rotating spheres and pentagrams, dancing swastikas in the ecliptic, etc, etc - I don't think it is a very good idea, you see frostysh is too straight and dull for such ... advanced understanding of the Nature and the World Surrounding , so it the risk persist that frostysh will made the reply that is filled with a sarcasm and the dark humor of the any kind .

Well, still thanx for the answer.
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PandaTar
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posted March 14, 2017 04:22 PM

frostysh said:
I have understand almost nothin, from what you have posted, mr Baronus, but if you tried to explain me some Bible stuff, or the any other like symbolic, mystic, sacral geometry, rotating spheres and pentagrams, dancing swastikas in the ecliptic, etc, etc - I don't think it is a very good idea, you see frostysh is too straight and dull for such ... advanced understanding of the Nature and the World Surrounding , so it the risk persist that frostysh will made the reply that is filled with a sarcasm and the dark humor of the any kind .


Then you wonder why people everywhere bicker you for your trolling demeanor. If you wish some education from people or understanding, offer some in kind, whichever their beliefs or reasoning.
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LizardWarrior
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posted March 14, 2017 04:26 PM
Edited by LizardWarrior at 16:27, 14 Mar 2017.

Quote:
I have understand almost nothing, from what you have posted


Frostysh in a nutshell.
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Elvin
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posted March 14, 2017 04:59 PM

I said hey, what's going on??
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Baronus
Baronus


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posted March 14, 2017 06:04 PM
Edited by Baronus at 18:05, 14 Mar 2017.

I only wrote your problems was solved thousands years ago. In Bible. I told about good spirituality. Not about demonic. Its not the same. If someone has spirituality its not the same like another. Pope Francis sp. is not the same like Hitler. Dont mix good and evil. Its opposite. I wrote sincere because you wrote sincere as I think. You mustnt attack. We are community. As you know Christ told - dont be enemy to your enemy but love him. We are community and its no sense fighting. If you are here you feel that here is good fou you. If not you wolud leave. So more empathy...

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frostysh
frostysh


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WHY?
posted March 15, 2017 10:24 AM

PandaTar -

Yes, it may be so. But I have another variant, another model. Of course my model can be nonsense, that have a low connection to the any reality, but still I will post it .

1) Peoples can believe in the any bullsnow, sometimes the more this nonsense is ridiculous, and the more hard to prove it - the more peoples accept that as not doubts truth .

2) When those peoples trying to explain to frostysh something, they have arguments like that: "My grandpa' believe in to it! See there is a symbols ans stuff. It's cannot be a mistake!", but frostysh usually askin' lot of questions, such as WHAT, WHY, etc.. And when this question facing the above mentioned answers - frostysh on autopilot mode releasing his doubts about.

3) The reaction of such peoples to doubts, can be characterized like that: "OMG! He saying it is can be lie! But it is cannot be lie! I believe into it from beginning of my life! My father/mother believe into that too! He is troll! Omg-omg antifa! ...."

4) And this is proviking frostysh to unleash a bucket of skepticism, sarcams, etc and indeed for those guys it is looks like confirmation that I am a troll.

5) frostysh is just bored, to repeat this path again and again, trough my real life, many-many times... so for now, he usually not follow step 2) and 3) but rather jumps to the step 4) instead.

Too mythical version it is, imho - we must drop it .

LizardWarrior -
LizardWarrior said:
Quote:
I have understand almost nothing, from what you have posted


Frostysh in a nutshell.
har..har..harr..



Baronus -

Mr Baronus, as I remember history, and my own life experience, peoples usually trying to make a labels "good" and "evil", for an example - for holy indquisition those who has  been burned on the fire was "evil", for the Nazi ~10 million of jewish guys was "evil" too, and the mr Hitler was "good". For Commi guys, ~20 millions of rural folks was "evil" too, so they killed them, but mr Stalin was "good". You see how much it is a relative? .
And I see no difference if the nonsense scribed yesterday, or yesterday 2k Earth' years ago...  
About community and stuff - well, for first, I want to answer in a very "sarcasm" form , but then I have changed ma' mind, and I decided to be polite as I can in this case...
Despite of the conditions and factors (well yes some factors can ahve a horric influece and forced a choice, but just "community" is far from that), the any human have amazing ability to make their own frigging choice, every time, every-second in his/her life. The "community" for myself is looks like an excuse for the ideologically not very strong, the crusaders that eating peoples near Al'Marra was community too, and the Nazi and Commi was a communities too, in this case, I think the words of mr Sun-Tszu, is becoming true - "... It is the matter of organization" .

Besides frostysh in his life, faced Christians that tired to convince frostysh to their community - almost zero success they have, even despite one of my friends, the peoples that I know was totally Christian ,
Commi guys that have tried to convince frostysh to become a part of their community - despite the fact, that frostysh was educated as children of "communism" with the books of the sun-shining red-star, etc, coz' the "parents" of frostysh was truly believed in those stuff for that time, still those guys have almost zero success .
Natio (both Nationalists and Nazi) guys that tried to convince frostysh to become a part of their community - almost zero success they have, even despite of some "difficult" conditions and psychological stress that frostysh faced in those times, etc .

That because, mr Baronus, I think a bad idea to trying to explain the world for frostysh in terms of the any above mentioned ideology. But you can try, I will be polite as hard as I can.
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tSar-Ivor
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posted March 15, 2017 02:47 PM

Elvin said:
I said hey, what's going on??


I think we need to prescribe him the 10 hour dose.
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frostysh
frostysh


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WHY?
posted March 15, 2017 05:02 PM

tSar-Ivor said:

I think we need to prescribe him the 10 hour dose.
Is there something interesting on that video? I cannot watch online video-stuff...
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Baronus
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posted March 15, 2017 07:29 PM

You still have a problem with differences between good and evil. If someone want kill you its not the same if someone want to help you with killer. Both want but its not the same. Pope Francis its not the same like Hitler and Stalin... You mustnt tell me mr. its absurd.

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fred79
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posted March 15, 2017 08:52 PM

Baronus said:
If someone want kill you its not the same if someone want to help you with killer.


exactly. frostysh, you should listen to this guy. if you could use this logic to your benefit, and with your photography skills, the sky'd be the limit for you. the world would be your oyster.

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frostysh
frostysh


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WHY?
posted March 17, 2017 11:09 AM

Baronus said:
You still have a problem with differences between good and evil. If someone want kill you its not the same if someone want to help you with killer. Both want but its not the same. Pope Francis its not the same like Hitler and Stalin... You mustnt tell me mr. its absurd.
Perhaps.

Or perhaps you mr Baronus have a little understanding of how trickery the words such as "good" and "evil" may be. And not the Hitler and Stalin is guilty, but the entire systems, and the anyone and the anybody who was/is a part of those systems. As I said - the peoples have ability to made their own choice. Especially they have such good opportunity in the modern world.
For an example - frostysh have made a choice - to not be a part of the any of those systems. Of course it was a bad choice, and it bring a lot of troubles to the (and I have no doubts it will), and it is bad for frostysh, but this situation, this choice of frostysh, have some advantages - the conscience of frostysh is clear. Lot of the family of frostysh died during some genocide, for no reason, just because the brain of the peoples was filled with a snow, so if frostysh will face the same fate - why I maybe worst then my ancestors in this case . I am sorry, I have a very dark humor..

What is "bad" what is "good" - let's rename our variables to something reasonable: "bad" it when the lot of innocent peoples dying regardless who they are and where they are (for an example just because some brains is filled by snow). "good" - when it is not happens.
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Galaad
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posted March 17, 2017 11:12 AM

frostysh said:

Or perhaps you mr Baronus have a little understanding


Yes Frostysh, the whole forum has a little understanding but you here. Clearly.
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frostysh
frostysh


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WHY?
posted March 17, 2017 11:19 AM

Galaad said:

Yes Frostysh, the whole forum has a little understanding but you here. Clearly.
No, I just proposing the another version, a different version to the version of mr Baronus. And you, mr Galaad, just typed what you want to type, but not what I have typed, nor what I tried to express, nor what I feel.
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Galaad
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posted March 17, 2017 11:23 AM

frostysh said:
And you, mr Galaad, just typed what you want to type


Reported.
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