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Heroes Community > Volcanic Wastelands > Thread: We Are Celfious.
Thread: We Are Celfious.
fred79
fred79


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SCOURGE OF THE H-SEA
posted February 03, 2018 07:52 PM

We Are Celfious.


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artu
artu


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My BS sensor is tingling again
posted February 03, 2018 07:54 PM

We are the world, we are the chlidren...
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I admit it, I like it when they are bombastic - Neraus

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phe
phe


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Life and Freedom
posted February 03, 2018 09:10 PM

disable your defences...resistance is futile...you will be assimilated(to Celfious) and become drones of reptilian borg...

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Celfious
Celfious


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The highest shadow.
posted May 25, 2018 11:33 PM

Its hard being a 0.1 and 99.9 all at once. I live the pain of awarness for you. Its probably crazy delusions anyways.

Im whacko
But there is always a silver lining.

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fred79
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posted May 26, 2018 04:00 AM

it's about time you came back. i was going to make a "where the heck is celfious" thread, and i had forgotten all about it.

how are you doing? have you been staying clean?

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Celfious
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The highest shadow.
posted May 26, 2018 04:49 AM
Edited by Celfious at 04:56, 26 May 2018.

Im like doing kind of great and kind of bad. Ive lurked here a bit the past month or so. Ive always had social differences in my life which is partly why ive been pretty much silent here lately.

I am almost never sober but thats not the main issue. My hail mary pass to Colorado will answer my core undeniable question. Its a little to deep to justify without a long explanation. This is definately a spiritual move i have to take.

I lost my drivers license and phone twice in the past month and a half. Just bought another new phone yesterday. My life is insane but i consider myself to be the thomas ediaon of addiction. Ive tried so many times and many different ways to find balance in addiction. However Colorado is my last even remotely justified attempt. For the last 10-20 years of my life I have and will continue to fail accepting that for me its entire abstinence or lack of control (basically)

Im pretty sure Colorado is where i will finally make the decision to seek consistent sobriety or not.

I appretiate you asking and i hope you too are doing well.

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Celfious
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The highest shadow.
posted May 26, 2018 04:58 AM

Im really toast right now though.

Few more days ill be with the hippies.
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why it doesn't matter. Just seek the light.

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fred79
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posted May 26, 2018 05:12 AM

damn, dude. you need to get your snow together. a change of scenery may or may not do that; you shouldn't put all your faith in a location. but then again, you might be in a drugs rat's nest where you are, so maybe it might help. i certainly hope so. keep in mind, the location alone isn't going to change what you've been accustomed to. it'll be an uphill battle regardless.

i have to deal with my own addictions which i've been fighting for years, and they'll most likely kill me. but at least my body and mind won't be ruined until then. get your snow together, man.

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