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Heroes Community > Tavern of the Rising Sun > Thread: A time for change
Thread: A time for change
Aculias
Aculias


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Undefeatable Hero
Pretty Boy Angel Sacraficer
posted June 26, 2002 05:09 AM bonus applied.

A time for change

Well everyone I think this is a good change & time ta look into thy future.
I know you all miss how it was but it was fun but I know it is hard ta bring it back but never forget how it was.
I love everyone here like my best friends & we all changed being here.
Lets start a new & make this a great community it once was.
Sure all topics changed but with some topics so we all can be one & involved so we can share together./
My time here I made many mistakes & I am wanting a change.
I never hated anyone & I think if we all pitch in together we can get this community rocking again.
Mayhaps we all can be happy again like how we used ta be.
I really dont know how we all been so uptight.
Forgiveness if we can learn it mayhaps we can start a new.
I know we will never forget but we can always forgive which I hope you guys can for my mistakes.
I remember when I first came here I was so happy all thy time & supported tavern so much.
I loved everyone here.
Then  somethang happened, we all started fighting.
SOmetimes I feel when you love a person that means sometimes there will be fights.
I know thangs cant all be jolly all thy time & there will be thosde tossers etc but thats just how it is & I acceoted it & even did it myself.
I feel I should really apologise to everyone I fought with for usually it is my fault as how everyone tells me.
Sometimes I take it to heart so much I cant sleep somedays.
Thats a problem I have ta work on.
So if we can really try ta make this community work which we love then it can happen if we set our minds into it & all thy hard work Mods & alike put into it.
Mayhaps all subjects been talked about but how about we talk about other thangs then topics like about us in more detail, a dif game etc so we can all come together.
I really hope some of you come back & I feel I had some of you leave so I apologise & want ta start a new but if some dont I understand.
In my life I made many mistakes with crushing consequences.
It seems no matter how hard I try I cant seem to cope.

I will tell you somethang I treat everyone equal & I know I hurt many when I speak my mind.
Problem is that to me I believe evewryone is equal & treat everyone thy same treatment & I want ta work on it because I know some are sensitive & I dont like hurting others.
In my life I was raised to treat everyone equal & I never got along with females at all I was abused all thy time & had nop friends with them.
I guess thats why I fought with you Cat & Milena like that. I feel bad later but it is too late.
You see I just want ta be diferent them all guys.
I dont want ta be a womanizer & treat them dif then anyone else & I thought you all would like someone that is diferent but I was mean & I sorry.
I seem to apologise to much & I guess thats why women get mad at me alot I always apologise.
I love everythang & never hate rarely.
I will support everyone here.
In my life even now I take critisism.
I can take a critisism in place of someone else.
I been hurt so much that I dont even feel pain sometimes.
SOmetimes I feel my lifeis cursed.
I changed almost 100%.
When i was young until 19 I was hardcore I did alot of wrong, but I had ta change or thy world would change me for thy worst & in life you look back at what you done & it really does change ya.
I grew up so fast in my young age & I had my fun but I need to get out there more loool.
I hope we can really start a new & make this a great community again thanks.
I know some wont read it all, especially Arachnid LOOOL but to those who does I think ya & apologise to those that we had been at it but lets look at it as a diferent way yes no.
Thanks everyone love ya all lol

With Love
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Tortoise
Tortoise


Known Hero
Master of Reptiles.
posted June 26, 2002 05:49 AM

well damn Ac.  That's some deep snow.  And I think all of what you said will come true, I think 3DO needs to give us a little nudge in the right direction by sending the multi-player patch our way
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PyroManiaC
PyroManiaC


Adventuring Hero
and Master of Fire!
posted June 26, 2002 08:40 AM

Thats a loong long letter...but all of it is very true....
But have been some figts here in while now, a havent noticed a thing....but thats me....

Nice letter and story, Aculias!


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Cat
Cat


Honorable
Supreme Hero
Gonna Get Dirrty...
posted June 26, 2002 10:16 AM

Well Aculias, I didn't know what to expect of this post when I started to read it but I was surprised in the nicest possible way...

"Forgiveness if we can learn it mayhaps we can start a new."

Well, I'd be petty if I didn't say something here.  And I'm not petty... although I may be other things...

I'm glad you took the time to do a sensible and well-thought-out approach to yourself and your role in the community.  And I don't know about Milena, but your regrets and apolagies are accepted by me.  She is also right, though, in the fact that you mustn't take everything to heart, and bottle everything up untill you explode.  If somebody is a jerk, tell them to their face in an IM.

You are right in that you can't bring the past back, but recently we have heard quite a few blasts from the past... and maybe Milena will also make a slight return.... I wouldn't rule it out entirely..

All in all, it was brave of you to post this, and with due care and attention from everybody we can probably avoid another showdown at the HC Corral...lol

Just one other thing... when you said "rocking"...
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aculias
aculias


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Undefeatable Hero
Pretty Boy Angel Sacraficer
posted June 26, 2002 10:26 AM

Basically I wanted thy hatchet to all myproblems with everyone ta be buried for many months.
It doesnt matter how it got started butbut I feel that it should be buried.
I hate fighting & it's not good to hate someone.
but I want ta start a fresh with everyone yes & with all thy change mayhaps we all can change
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Aculias
Aculias


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Undefeatable Hero
Pretty Boy Angel Sacraficer
posted June 26, 2002 10:42 AM

After your last post Cat I think I came to a solution.
As we all know since last few months I am to blame for everyone leaving & no matter what I say or do I am hated here.
I love everyone here but to really make thy peace I may have ta leave thy tavern.
I really dont want ta but after what youm post.
It makes me think it was 100% my fault & I have no right here anymore & I am sure everyone will want you two back with me gone.
So mayhaps this is best that I leave.
Sorry everyone really I just dont want ta be hated being here but I do believe that it takes two to start an argument but it seems it just me.
thanks everyone
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Cat
Cat


Honorable
Supreme Hero
Gonna Get Dirrty...
posted June 26, 2002 10:57 AM

So you write a lot about peace and forgiveness and then this? Not on...

If you really want things to work, then stay.  Things aren't 100% anybodys fault and you know this and nobody has said they are. If I thought anything was your fault, Aculias, I would say it.  As I have said nothing, then it obviously isn't.

Calm yourself down.. I make a post complimenting your initiative and you take the defensive... there is no need.  You must learn to accept compliments when they are given, and remember that the whole world is not against you.  In fact, I doubt even 0.00000000000000002% of the world is against you.

So chill and wipe the slate already.
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Aculias
Aculias


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Undefeatable Hero
Pretty Boy Angel Sacraficer
posted June 26, 2002 11:00 AM

Ya your right I am so unpredictable huh lol.
sorry lol.

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Milena
Milena


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Supreme Hero
in supreme disgrace
posted June 26, 2002 11:59 AM

Now, that's a nice start

Good thing you have come to speak this all. I have to admit I didn't expect it but there's always time for nice surprised. :-)

Aculias, that's a nice approach. I hope you'll keep it in mind from now on. :-) The most important of a deed is not only to have the desire to do it but make efforts and help the cause. :-)

If I can help you keep on this way, I will. I usually check my mail. ;-)

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arachnid
arachnid


Promising
Famous Hero
posted June 26, 2002 12:54 PM

*yawn*

can someone just give me the a short summary of the post?
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Aculias
Aculias


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Undefeatable Hero
Pretty Boy Angel Sacraficer
posted June 27, 2002 12:22 AM

I TOLD YA read thy last of what I said Arachnid I said I didnt expect you ta read it all
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RainBow
RainBow


Known Hero
Supreme Flirt & Cyber Gypsy
posted June 27, 2002 01:19 AM

I think this is a group hug moment Nice to see everyone getting along............
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CraigHack
CraigHack


Known Hero
Have fantasies, will travel...
posted June 27, 2002 02:22 AM

Quote:
*yawn*

can someone just give me the a short summary of the post?


Uhhhh.... Lets see...
Aculias said "I ****** up, sorry".

Tortoise said "Thats some deep ****".

Pyro said "Thats ****** awesome"!

Cat said "Thats some brave ****".

Aculias said "Thanx for welcoming me back you ********".

Aculias said "**** it, I'm leaving".

Cat said "you cant ****** leave that easy".

Aculias said "Ok".

Milena said. "Kewl"!!

Arachnid said. "********".

Group Hug*

At least thats the way I saw it!

Peace brothers and sisters!!


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Sir_Elric
Sir_Elric


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Famous Hero
Having a bad hair day.
posted June 27, 2002 03:03 AM

Hug time!

Quote:
*yawn*

can someone just give me the a short summary of the post?



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