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Shae_Trielle
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Famous Hero
of Heroes
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posted November 08, 2001 12:27 PM |
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I would rather have a taste of sweetness and smile every so often instead of walking around with a permanent grimace on my face like someone stuck a lemon down my throat!
Romance is what keeps us healthy Sha, keeps us seeking for 'that' feeling. If you have no wish to seek it then that's okay.
I look for it all the time, yet I don't believe in love. So am I romantic or just hopelessly...
Never mind!
*smile*
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Milena
Responsible
Supreme Hero
in supreme disgrace
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posted November 08, 2001 05:47 PM |
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Dear Shae Trielle
the more I get to know you, the more confused I become. You don't believe in love but well, I think you need to be in love to feel need for romance. You're a most ambigious person. The girl who is but is not. A person with no hope who hopes. This is how I see it. I beg for your deepest pardon if I don't make sense or discredit you in a way. But I keep on wondering... or maybe n o t....
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 Milena
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rogue
Promising
Famous Hero
Prosecutors Will Be Shoplifted
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posted November 09, 2001 05:58 PM |
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Shae_Trielle
Honorable
Famous Hero
of Heroes
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posted November 10, 2001 12:09 PM |
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Milena.
The more you get to know me? LOL You know so very very little of me. I am a person who's only partially whole and I have a lot of things I've yet to make my mind up about, love being one of them. If you'd been through some of the things that I've been through, then maybe love wouldn't mean as much to you either.
That I don't believe in love doesn't mean that someday I won't be convinced that it doesn't exist. The spirit inside me is not so broken that I believe that love can never be. For now, all I see are traces of hypocrisy that are too easily veiled with the word 'love' and I see it used too freely and too loosely...
But I hope for a knight in shining armour one day, as I always have since my heart was broken into a million pieces. Sometimes I think that maybe it was an egg that was broken and it will never be put together properly again.
But sometimes I think that maybe my own heart is just a puzzle waiting for the one with the patience to put it back together again. And I hope he loves the picture more than I do.
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celfious
Promising
Legendary Hero
From earth
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posted November 10, 2001 12:15 PM |
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I think you need to be in love to feel need for romance.
I beg to differ
I've had many, well.. I could call it many thing's.
Relasionship's, that did not bring out love. Close, if you think obbsesion is close, but I've only been obsessed once.
I, have never experienced love (except for my cat, but that's a different thing! no joke's please) but I feel a, well.. desire
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Milena
Responsible
Supreme Hero
in supreme disgrace
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posted November 10, 2001 02:04 PM |
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Edited By: Milena on 10 Nov 2001
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The more you get to know me? LOL You know so very very little of me.
I bet I do, But I also get the impression of something very well-known when I see you. Plus, as I say, deeds matter and not the words. Your actions lead my opinion, not what you say.
If you want me to, I'm ready to explain to you via IM and tell you a story... we have already talked about that, I told you about a girl. I shared you remind me of her... Oh, I'm getting too deep.Quote:
I am a person who's only partially whole and I have a lot of things I've yet to make my mind up about, love being one of them. If you'd been through some of the things that I've been through, then maybe love wouldn't mean as much to you either.
Love means something different for me. My heart was broken only once but that was a lesson to learn and I will never forget it. I may have not experienced much myself but I have been a confessor for 7 years now and I have ***seen*** enough to make my head spin and my heart bleed.Quote:
For now, all I see are traces of hypocrisy that are too easily veiled with the word 'love' and I see it used too freely and too loosely...
*Recites* "But there always comes a moment in a man's life when he has to think again". If you had no hope of finding love, trust me, you wouldn't care about anything. There are still things that hurt you. Once you're broken you can never fully recover. I see you only bendQuote:
But sometimes I think that maybe my own heart is just a puzzle waiting for the one with the patience to put it back together again. And I hope he loves the picture more than I do.
The seer speaks: "But then again, the Tower is high and 16 is before 17. The crisis is an opportunity. You just have to make yourself believe it"
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Milena
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Sha_Men
Responsible
Supreme Hero
Jack-Of-No-Trades
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posted November 10, 2001 04:13 PM |
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Hmm...
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If you had no hope of finding love, trust me, you wouldn't care about anything.
The crisis is an opportunity.
Very true Milena...
You seem to have some wisdom...
Or those are just words taking from somebody else and you never live yourself withing those words.
"Words mumble, actions speak."
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Catch the vigorous horse of your mind.
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arachnid
Promising
Famous Hero
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posted November 10, 2001 05:11 PM |
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However, with all this in mind, i foolishly stoll down to the jewlery place, thinking that what she wants is within my financial means. but...you guessed it...NOT. it was over a thousand dollars...perhaps not a big number to some..but to an average 17 year old kid...its anthrax!
(sorry, bad joke)
ouch a over a thousand dollars and shes only 18, i dread to think what she would want when she turns 40.
Hmm by the way what are you expecting her to buy you for your 18th?
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Milena
Responsible
Supreme Hero
in supreme disgrace
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posted November 10, 2001 05:45 PM |
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"Words mumble, actions speak."
Yes, close to the fifth (the deepest IMHO) rule of the wizard. This what I used to judge Shae.
There is one and the same word for crisis and opportunity in Japanese. I use this idea in my second book. This is something I have come to see is true... there was a friend of mine (Panorama) who had a very wise saying that life is a road and we drive in cars. It's a long one but since I saw you have to follow your sign and turn left when it says you have to turn left, I have lived la vida loca and enjoyed it too.
As for caring and suffering, this is a conclusion I arrived at myself. *waves with hand, as if trying to chase away a dream* It all comes with people you have met. And felt. And they left traces in your life.
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Milena
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Shae_Trielle
Honorable
Famous Hero
of Heroes
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posted November 12, 2001 02:01 PM |
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You see something very well-known when you see me? LOL!
Tell me Milena what do you possibly see that is so well-known?
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anfi
Known Hero
Computer Puppet
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posted November 30, 2001 09:34 AM |
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WooHoo!
hey hey im a little late updateing...but uhhh i forgot hehe all went according to plan...it was alot of fun for me, and esp. her. i embarrassed the heck out of her when we went out to dinner and got the entire place..the employees the costomers to yell happy birthday to her! we got home after like 1. (little late, parents were a tad bit mad, but understood...but since when do teenagers care!?) i was waaaay tired when we got back to her house..i was out like in 5 minutes on their couch. anyways the day and evening went great and i want to thank all you guys for helping me out even i might not have used most of your cleaver and thoughful (for the most part) like shae's esp.
i would have absolutely loved to try to do what you said but its just way too movieish that everything would click into play at the right moment, ya know? pretty hard to arrange on such short notice anyhow id say. but thanks anyway
thanks guys!!
anfi (chris)
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"I Don't Cheat, I Just Interview Incase The Relationship Doesn't Work Out."
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