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madshj
Famous Hero
Minotaur Lord
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posted December 06, 2009 11:17 PM |
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A late night story
Greetings fellow members of Heroes Community.
This evening have been both good and bad, and let's say i've been kind of sad, due to recent events, and it's about a girl  Today i really needed to get some of my thoughts and feelings out of my head, and speaking to people didn't really help me, so i began to write it all down, and i think it ended out rather well, at least some of my friends told me so :b It would be an honor if some of you guys would read it, and maybe come up with some comments about it  A little side note: I've put it through Google Translater, so some few words may be mistaken, but its clearly readable.
Anyway, here goes:
Solitude
As I sit here all alone, I feel that I am the only living thing on earth.
So lonely, so many thoughts in my head.
So many questions I wish I could answer.
I can not talk to others, they would think I was crazy, maybe I'm crazy, but I know that this is slowly driving me insane
I just need to get the unspoken things out, I need someone to talk to. I can not live with this constant feeling of hopelessness.
As the evening goes, and there and no one writing, I slowly get the feeling that people do not care about me. I pushed it aside, but it keeps coming back.
My logic tells me it just is because you feel powerless and that we are alone, it is the reason that people are suspected of not wanting to write with you.
This lurch of the heart, this uncertainty, all unanswered questions, uncertainty, all the many emotions involved.
I have a word which I have chosen to call this as it covers the concept very well: "abyss" You're standing on the edge of the abyss and you do not know if you are going to fall, or if you stand firm. Most of all have the urge to jump into the abyss, the darkness, peace, to put an end to it.
The second part of one and will not appear as the insecure part of you that do not know who it is, what it wants and where it should go.
Yes .. Love is the greatest pain and the greatest mystery there, and nobody has ever figured out exactly how it works.
If i had to describe my feelings for you, I would say that every time I look at you, I feel that I look at you first, you are so beautiful and the views I would do everything possible to see the rest of life.
When you open your mouth, you feel like not breathing at all, just to hear your voice, which sounds like an angels, so beautiful and melodic.
You get me to be happy, you make me laugh, you make me think about that here on this earth as we set out to finally have something good, something beautiful, something I want in my life .
I would do anything for you, you make me feel better than everyone else, you make me feel that I can do and overcome everything.
Just you're by my side, life is like a paradise, bird whistles, and everything is good.
When you're not here, I am a little sad because it's as if the world loses its color and fades when you're not here. It is as if you get the world to become bigger, more beautiful, more alive when we're together, everything seems spring green and the world is a better place.
Without you, I would not know what to do, who I am, where shall I go?
I could in an eternity, just staring into your beautiful eyes, being completely sucked into them with excitement, or feel your lips against mine, in perpetuity. Each a kiss feels like an eternity, and you wish it never ended, really feel that you could fly, after which it then ends almost as suddenly as it came.
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ihor
Supreme Hero
Accidental Hero
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posted December 07, 2009 01:22 PM |
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Yes, nice story.
Certainly nothing can compare to love and infatuation. Now I'm single, but I remember when was in love that was indescribable. It's such a strong feeling, that you couldn't dismiss your thoughts about beloved person, you couldn't fall asleep because of those thoughts, you could even lose your appetite. You want to the minutes with your beloved to last forever. But its a pity, feelings subside with time.
It is rare case you can find a couple which lived together for 20 years and their feelings are still hot. If you could find your special one then you would be really happy.
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madshj
Famous Hero
Minotaur Lord
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posted December 07, 2009 11:20 PM |
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Thanks
and yea, you're right about all that stuff :l
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