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meroe
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posted August 24, 2011 02:18 PM |
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I love Dune and its one of my brother's favorites. I love all Sci Fi, don't care how bad. I can't resist Logan's Run, which is just so lame, but I love it. I've put on Zombieland while I'm getting ready hahaha. Enjoy that pizza!!! Damn I might have to make one. Pizza for breakfast!!
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Meroe is definetely out, sweet
as she sounds sometimes, she'd
definetely castrate you with a
rusted razror and forcefeed
your genitals to you in a
blink of an eye - Kipshasz
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Duke_Falcon
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posted August 24, 2011 06:54 PM |
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18:53 pm
Pizza is no more, Dune watched, everything is done!
Yes, I did it!
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Hy, Meroe!
Was you pizza for breakfast good?
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Tsar-Ivor
Promising
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Scourge of God
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posted August 24, 2011 07:01 PM |
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Meroe didn't eat pizza for breakfast, 100% sure about that.
Besides I hate pizza, maybe mozzarella & spinach pizza, but anything else just ain't my cup of tea.
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"No laughs were had. There is only shame and sadness." Jenny
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meroe
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Basically Smurfette
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posted August 24, 2011 07:07 PM |
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Sorry Dukey, Tsar is right, I was too lazy to do pizza, so I had marmalade on toast lol. Just tell me your pizza was fantastic and I will be happy 
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Meroe is definetely out, sweet
as she sounds sometimes, she'd
definetely castrate you with a
rusted razror and forcefeed
your genitals to you in a
blink of an eye - Kipshasz
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Duke_Falcon
Disgraceful
Supreme Hero
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posted August 24, 2011 07:11 PM |
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It was superb! It was a faery-tale! It was way to small finaly...
But hey, it was a pizza with mushrooms! What else could I ask?
Tsar! Mozarella & spinach pizza? Way to interesting not to give it a try!
Just this pain darkening my rather good (yeah, know it is just a matter of comparison) day... It occurs every time I eat something 'cause it's because of the diggestion...
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meroe
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Basically Smurfette
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posted August 24, 2011 07:13 PM |
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Sorry to hear that. What medication are they giving you for the pain Dukey? Is it just painkillers or are they giving you something else?
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Meroe is definetely out, sweet
as she sounds sometimes, she'd
definetely castrate you with a
rusted razror and forcefeed
your genitals to you in a
blink of an eye - Kipshasz
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Duke_Falcon
Disgraceful
Supreme Hero
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posted August 24, 2011 07:16 PM |
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@Meroe
They adviced painkillers... Nothing else as it's to late for anything else
But I almost adapted for these 'new' conditions. I may say I don't care...
You are my painkiller!
@Jaba
Thanks!
@Everyone or Noone
19:48 pm
I'm tired so I now go to rest! Good bye\night\day\morning everyone!
Farewell, Meroe!
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Jabanoss
Promising
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Property of Nightterror™
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posted August 24, 2011 07:21 PM |
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Edited by Jabanoss at 19:21, 24 Aug 2011.
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Ah you're home, I assume it must be nice to be back home Duke, A lot more comfortable then the hospital.
I was about to ask if you got everything you need, but you already have us.
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"You turn me on Jaba"
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meroe
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Basically Smurfette
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posted August 24, 2011 08:01 PM |
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Night Dukey. Hope you rest well. You always sleep better at home.
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Meroe is definetely out, sweet
as she sounds sometimes, she'd
definetely castrate you with a
rusted razror and forcefeed
your genitals to you in a
blink of an eye - Kipshasz
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Duke_Falcon
Disgraceful
Supreme Hero
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posted August 25, 2011 01:20 PM |
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Hurrah!
Life is a bit cruel and have a very morbid humour or sense of humour. Life is like a chaotic evil villain, strikes only when you feel just everything is all right! Puff! Nothing is right again, cause by your sincere Life!
'Life! It will cause you disasters! Get your own right NOW!'
Think about it again and again this is what I consider some kind of cruelty caused by Life.
I know that sometimes Life is good but these are just so few moments compared with the bad times. I know that bad times make you feel good times more precious and I know to that there is no light without darkness...
But Life is just an evil BlTCH!(Sorry for this violation against CoC)
What is my problem you may ask?
Frankly?
Nothing really...
Yesterday I left the hospital, arrived home, eat a rather good pizza and watched Dune, my number one sci-fi movie and I felt when I left to rest a bit that everything is just fabulously all right!
What a fool I am! What a halfwitted idiot could think that everything is all right when (s)he has cancer?
So I went to rest and have some well deserved sleep within my own loved little bed but 'Puff'!
Now I am here in the hospital again, right here again and I feel right now such things that if I wrote them the Mods will kill me for overviolating every forum rules...
I started to rest but a tad bit later I started to bleed what isn't a big deal within my current condition but my loving parents scared like sh*t and soon I found myself in an emergency ambulance car on way back the most hated hospital...
Tell me! Isn't it the worst joke from the Life?
BTW sorry for all of this snow I just tought it will be a bit better if I let it somehow out of myself... But I still think Life is a real b@st@rd...
Sorry and forgive me please! Sorry for my violation against CoC dear Mods! I just felt I must wrote it in this way, sorry...
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meroe
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Basically Smurfette
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posted August 25, 2011 01:23 PM |
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Sorry you are back in hospital Dukey. But you have every right to be angry and to say it. Your cancer is a b**ch and you can treat it like one.
And there is nothing wrong with a noble fighting spirit Dukey. That is after all what you are.
Thoughts and prayers are with you as always.
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Meroe is definetely out, sweet
as she sounds sometimes, she'd
definetely castrate you with a
rusted razror and forcefeed
your genitals to you in a
blink of an eye - Kipshasz
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Jabanoss
Promising
Legendary Hero
Property of Nightterror™
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posted August 25, 2011 01:30 PM |
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That really sucks Duke.
Well lets just hope that you'll fell better after being taken cared of at the hospital.
Life is really crappy sometimes and it's never fair or kind. :/
Anyways I always hope the best for you Duke.
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"You turn me on Jaba"
- Meroe
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Tsar-Ivor
Promising
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Scourge of God
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posted August 25, 2011 01:45 PM |
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I'm sure they're happy to have you back, seriously Duke, take a deep breath and smile or laugh to yourself, it's what I would do, and yet it wouldn't be in vain .
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"No laughs were had. There is only shame and sadness." Jenny
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Duke_Falcon
Disgraceful
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posted August 25, 2011 09:10 PM |
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After some examination they don't say anything just shake their heads...
Really like it
And those undead nurses still 'skreeeeeeeeeing' me to stop use my laptop 'cause it's 21:30 pm and it's time to sleep for the patients!
Heh!
If I want to sleep I will but not a second earlier!
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Tsar-Ivor
Promising
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Scourge of God
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posted August 25, 2011 09:18 PM |
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Quote:
After some examination they don't say anything just shake their heads
B*****s!
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"No laughs were had. There is only shame and sadness." Jenny
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meroe
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Basically Smurfette
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posted August 25, 2011 09:31 PM |
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These doctors are a dreadful bunch of insensitive a**holes!
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Meroe is definetely out, sweet
as she sounds sometimes, she'd
definetely castrate you with a
rusted razror and forcefeed
your genitals to you in a
blink of an eye - Kipshasz
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selcy
Famous Hero
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posted August 25, 2011 09:37 PM |
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I don't know what to say Duke apart from my thoughts are with you.
I went with my husband when he had tests and was given his results and the way he was told was no better than you. To them you might be a number and cos they do it day in and day out they forget they are talking to human beings with feelings.
In his words he felt like that had written him off without being given the chance to fight.
Keep your spirits up Duke and give them hell.
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Duke_Falcon
Disgraceful
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posted August 26, 2011 10:18 AM |
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Lamentation???
So what is Life after all? What's the meaning, the purpose of it? How could you do your best or worst? And what if?
Way to many black spots without true answers for those mayhaps important questions...
Life is a fight, everlasting and never fading crush, competition of soul and body, struggle of wishes and reality. Life is cruel and Life in so many ways cruelty itself. Life somehow easier if you are cruel, pitiless and merciless, pursue your own selfish goals... Or that what you think until you face the sheer fact that you do not reach anything for yourself just lost your precious time before you dies as the others do. You realise that the goals you fighting for were 'fata morganas', illusions of your wretched mind that pushed you in a bottomless pit of selfishness and evilness where you are alone and way to fragile to resist...
Don't misunderstand, Life is a cruel fight, but there are goals you can choose wisely to make you better, stronger, wiser, literally more than you was before.
Life is the eternal fight which's final goal is death itself. You must walk upon this way as you haven't any other ways to choose for, there's no other options just failure and early death without the feeling deep in your hearth that you accomplished what you must be done.
Life is a fight where you can't ask nor receive any kind of mercy from life itself. You want to be great, more than others around you, yes. You must admit it because otherwise you may just lay down and await your shamefull death.
Choose to fight because you are the fight! Fight is what you will find yourself within, where you find what important, what precious for you. You find joy, lust, likeness, love and everything that make you feel better, that make you really stronger and more, almost whole. But these things aren't gifts. You must prove that you are worthy to have them, prove that you can reach them and keep them, maintain and protect them and make them better, bigger, give them to your very self.
If you do so you become immortal, eternal, part of those whom you earned and like or love you, those who make you better, whole and strong and whom you fight for without question and hesitation. This is the biggest and hardest sacrifice! A sacrifice of your own self to share it with others instead of walk lonely and bitter on your chosen path.
You may ask why is all this fuss?
Yes, you born alone. Yes, you die alone.
But live your life alone is something that worst than torture. Lonelyness is a hungry evil monster that feast upon your soul, tarnish your spirit and turn you into a cruel, pale-minded undead, unworthy for joy, likeness and mercy. Unworthy for further life and even you will know this...
And this knowledge make you even bitter and cruel, make you hate everything around you because the sheer fact that you blame yourself everything deep inside and that's make you hate yourself. And hate yourself will induce vengeance, revenge upon everything as you blame yourself that you can't grab the moments, can't enjoy the things, the passing brinks of joy and chances, and if you can't have them than noone shall do it!
Don't choose this way, never ever in your undefined lifetime. Don't make your life a living hell, a pestering curse. Choose the other way, fight for friends, joy and happines and never leave this path until you reach the final big goal, death...
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Duke_Falcon
Disgraceful
Supreme Hero
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posted August 27, 2011 08:14 PM |
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I'll be away for a while or something...
So, next monday (which is 29. august IMO) I'll go for a... well... holiday. It will take at least 1 week (worst case 2 and a half week) and during this time I won't have any net connection. Promise I'll try to return and not fading away as I promised it for Meroe. But 'till I want to thank you everything!
Thank you ladies and gentlemen!
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Shyranis
Promising
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posted August 27, 2011 08:19 PM |
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Here, take a farewell hug on the way. *hug*
You know I don't give those in person so take it for what it is (well meaning).
I hope you have a good time.
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