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Duke_Falcon
Disgraceful
Supreme Hero
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posted July 06, 2011 04:20 PM |
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In the hospital, again...
Start to boring this reaaaaaaly...
This snow weakens me a lot in the last few days. It seems it will be much harder than I thought...
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baklava
Honorable
Legendary Hero
Mostly harmless
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posted July 07, 2011 02:41 AM |
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So I log on to HC to take my mind off two cancers that just popped up in my family, and... bam.
God I hate it when crap like this happens to young people.
What can I tell you, man. Keep fighting. The show must go on.
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"Let me tell you what the blues
is. When you ain't got no
money,
you got the blues."
Howlin Wolf
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Duke_Falcon
Disgraceful
Supreme Hero
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posted July 11, 2011 07:38 PM |
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Well, it seems this topic starting to became some kind of journal...
I left the hospital again and at home now. But things start to be nasty and painfull. It seems this little b@st@rd fights back with strenght...
And the doctors are idiots... They want me to do chemo-therapy however they know it is to late for it. As they say:'Just for sure!'
Wanna (reaaaaaaaaly) kill 'em all...
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MacMasterMC
Known Hero
Resurrected Loreweaver
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posted July 11, 2011 07:41 PM |
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It seems to me someone should make a HOMM3 map or campaign titled "Death to the Doctors!"
And all of the enemies would be undead. And the first hero is Armageddon's Blade.
Death to the evil doctors!
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...a shimmer in the woods, with
an expectant feel to the air...
...a figure takes shape...
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Shyranis
Promising
Supreme Hero
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posted July 11, 2011 08:15 PM |
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*hug*
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Youtube has terminated my account without reason.
Please express why it should be reinstated on
Twitter.
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selcy
Famous Hero
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posted July 11, 2011 08:45 PM |
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Awww Duke I don't know what to say.
I know what you mean I watched it first hand with my late husband. The doctors are crap here to so fills you woth loads of confidence.
Keep your head up and fight with all the strength you can.
((((HUGS))))
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meroe
Supreme Hero
Basically Smurfette
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posted July 11, 2011 09:16 PM |
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Dukey,
You will need to decide whether any benefits from having chemo doesn't just end up making you weak. But anything is worth a try.
My thoughts are with you Dukey. Be strong and eat. Eat even when you don't want too.
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Meroe is definetely out, sweet
as she sounds sometimes, she'd
definetely castrate you with a
rusted razror and forcefeed
your genitals to you in a
blink of an eye - Kipshasz
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Aculias
Responsible
Undefeatable Hero
Pretty Boy Angel Sacraficer
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posted July 11, 2011 09:46 PM |
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Awww Duke, me loves ya. Even though we never met, you seem close. Your too tough & last long for us. Hang in there buddy!
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Dreaming of a Better World
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Duke_Falcon
Disgraceful
Supreme Hero
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posted July 15, 2011 07:57 PM |
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Pfffff... :S
I think this b@st@rd cancer make me really...nervous? I started to think that I somehow fall apart mentally much more than physichally.
I went out to do some nice things but at the end I found myself in some kind of trouble. I think this kind of freedom is just to weird for me and frankly I do not know what to do and how to do. I think I want to return my normal style of life where somebody somehow give me boundaries, barriers I may not go across (sorry but I don't know how to tell it properly).
I really apreciated what Nightterror said but I think I not that confident. I need to be restricted somehow but since I told them about my condition noone give me restrictions. They say exactly what you do: Do whatever I want as it was my last chance to do so.
But I do not want this! Is this normal? Or I just want to live my life as I did before? What should I do?
Return my old lifestyle or follow your advice to pursue freedom?
And I have problems with my GF to.
I see her suffering every minutes we spend together because I make her sad. But I do not want her to be sad I want her ti be happy. I promised her I'll make her happy...
I really feel that I broke my promise and her sadness pain me a real lot. May I let her free to find someone who is healthy and could make her happy? I think this may be the wise way.
Maybe that sounds weird but I think about it a lot at the late times. Mayhaps I will be suffer for a long time before I left this world and if that will be I do not want her to suffer this whole time along by my side. On the other hand brake with her now may be a very rude and painfully act?
Well, sorry. I think I went to sentymental again (another sign of my weakness)...
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Doomforge
Admirable
Undefeatable Hero
Retired Hero
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posted July 15, 2011 08:15 PM |
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All advice I can give is: Don't break up with her. It's totally natural she's sad (if she wasn't that would be totally weird) and I think you'll need her support. Dumping her now won't do much other than her feeling even worse and you, well, being left alone to fight this thing.
Also, if you actually beat the cancer (it happens all the time), you'd rather want her to be with you after you're back to health, no?
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We reached to the stars and everything is now ours
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Corribus
Hero of Order
The Abyss Staring Back at You
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posted July 15, 2011 08:27 PM |
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That said, don't hold it against her if she can't handle this.
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Doomforge
Admirable
Undefeatable Hero
Retired Hero
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posted July 15, 2011 08:39 PM |
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yeah. Forgot to add that.
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We reached to the stars and everything is now ours
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Shyranis
Promising
Supreme Hero
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posted July 15, 2011 08:39 PM |
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Sadness is not weakness.
Most men these days are too weak to admit their sadness.
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terrax
Tavern Dweller
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posted July 15, 2011 10:12 PM |
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I'm really sorry to hear about this.
There's not anything that I would know to do other than to pray very very hard. Cancer CAN be beaten. And if it is his desire, the lord will help. Holy bible says: Jeremiah 29:11 "For I know the plans I have for you," says the LORD. "They are plans for good and not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope."
I hope this makes you feel better, emotionally.
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Geny
Responsible
Undefeatable Hero
What if Elvin was female?
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posted July 15, 2011 10:21 PM |
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I didn't read the whole thread, but I didn't see Mytical post here so I will say it in his stead: "SCREW THE DOCTORS!"
Just concentrate on living your life as you see fit. The rest will come by itself.
Good luck.
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DON'T BE A NOOB, JOIN A.D.V.E.N.T.U.R.E.
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meroe
Supreme Hero
Basically Smurfette
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posted July 15, 2011 10:44 PM |
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Dukey what you are looking for is normality and with that comes structure. So start taking control of things, get back into a routine, all those little things you do on a daily basis, that we mostly think are boring and mundane, but somehow keep us structured. Because of your illness now everyone is standing back because they think its the right thing to do. Now is the time to tell people exactly how you want them to treat you.
As for your girlfriend, at the moment she is having her own battles. Only time will tell. Nothing is worse than having to watch a loved one get sick. You will just need to talk this out with her.
As always my thoughts and prayers are with you Dukey.
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Meroe is definetely out, sweet
as she sounds sometimes, she'd
definetely castrate you with a
rusted razror and forcefeed
your genitals to you in a
blink of an eye - Kipshasz
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Duke_Falcon
Disgraceful
Supreme Hero
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posted July 16, 2011 09:13 PM |
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Quote: As always my thoughts and prayers are with you Dukey.
Awwwww! Thank you, darling!
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selcy
Famous Hero
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posted July 16, 2011 09:49 PM |
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I have been in the position that your gf is in. I watched my husband go from a strong headed stubborn man to a weak helpless man. It is hard watching someone you love go through something you can't help them with. He shut me out at times and I had to force my way back in but our relationship was never the same. People cope in different ways we tried to keep life as normal as possible cos we had the kids to deal with as well, they too had to watch their dad die.
I made promises to him that I couldn't keep and I felt and still feel that I let him down. He never wanted to die in hospital but at home with his family. I persuaded him to go into hospital cos he was dehydrated and I said don't worry you will be home in a few days feeling better. He died 4 days later in his sleep in hospital with me by his side, the one time I fell asleep in 4 days I woke to find him dead.
All I can say to you Duke is don't shut her out you guys need to talk and yes you will both be angry, hurting, sad, happy, various emotions and its ALL normal. Don't listen to others live your life how you want to and if having restrictions makes you happy, do it.
Thinking of you and your gf at this tough time. As I said before if I can do anything or you or your gf want to talk message me.
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Tsar-Ivor
Promising
Legendary Hero
Scourge of God
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posted July 16, 2011 11:57 PM |
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Hehe it's called self-control and it's important, you are simply experiencing a lack of it, hence your current confusion , deep down you feel it ain't right and in a way unreal .
Also i strongly advise against chemo, my own opinion though , hence carries little weight.
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"No laughs were had. There is only shame and sadness." Jenny
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DagothGares
Responsible
Undefeatable Hero
No gods or kings
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posted July 17, 2011 12:08 AM |
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The next words are very blunt and I don't mean them to be that or very harmful either. Everyone here has my respect and I wish you the best of luck and strength, duke, but:
I suggest taking chemo, if you still intend to survive this, because I don't think there are other ways to destroy tumors in your body. I don't think the doctors are willing to go via the surgical route by this point, so I guess this is your only shot, but it will make you miserable and weaken you overall (but it weakens the cancer too). But I guess you already know all this. Just in case you didn't, you know...
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If you have any more questions, go to Dagoth Cares.
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