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Thread: It's been fun, hc This thread is 16 pages long: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 · «PREV / NEXT»
monere
monere


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posted November 30, 2019 01:07 PM

so, like... you gonna die or not??
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Elvin
Elvin


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What if Elvin was female?
posted November 30, 2019 01:25 PM

Don't rush him man!

Having been sleep deprived more often than not, I know how good it feels to find a good day/night to catch up on sleep. Well, don't overthink it, you'll know when it's time.
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Galaad
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posted November 30, 2019 04:49 PM
Edited by Galaad at 16:50, 30 Nov 2019.

fred79 said:
I've been experiencing a tremendous lack of sleep lately; i slept almost an entire 24 hours yesterday on a day off. Things are still bleak, but it might be for different reasons soon. I'll find out what's what in the next couple of days. Too soon to tell if things will get back on track. I don't see my life ever being the same after this; whatever happens.


Well after such a cliffhanger please do let us know what you've been going through if things get back on track.

Hang in there man, you still have a Forge mod to deliver
And your campaigns too
And other wog-related stuff
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Drakon-Deus
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posted November 30, 2019 06:01 PM

Glad to hear from you fred.
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Stevie
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posted November 30, 2019 06:12 PM

Sounds rough man. I'm the type to still function on little sleep, but hate it. I catch up as soon as I get the chance. There's no way I feel like myself if I don't have at least 7-8 hours of sleep a day.

But yea, hope you're pulling through. Wish you all the best man. Let us know once all is over what you've been fighting with for these past months, if you decide to share (probably a bad idea, still think it's best to keep things private, but can't help being curious).
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fred79
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My BS sensor is tingling again
posted December 18, 2019 03:14 PM

Well, i'm still here, obviously. I'm taking each day in stride, and trying to stay afloat in this. I've been through so much torment this year, and it doesn't seem to end; but only change. Nightmares are rampant, my mood and mind are all over the place, and i'm struggling to have a better outlook; but i feel like my old mindset has come back with a vengeance. Which means, over a decade of personal progress has been snowcanned; and i'm supposed to act like everything's fine, and i haven't lost anything substantial in the past hellish year. The future i planned could very well be in ashes, and my past has been nearly destroyed; i'm doing everything i can to pick up the pieces of my not-so-distant past self and life; but that may all be for naught, yet. Only time will tell.

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posted January 04, 2020 12:17 AM

Hi Fred!

I noticed you posted today, and recalled you wrote quite some time ago that if you made it through December, then it would be better than you expected (or something along those lines). Seeing you post today and realizing we are into the new year, I guess we can only hope that the worst of your troubles are behind you?

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fred79
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My BS sensor is tingling again
posted January 04, 2020 01:10 AM

Things appear to be moving on, but i don't trust it yet. It is entirely possible that i won't be able to pick up where i left off; and what time and everything else was lost is unlikely to be made up for. I'm trying, though. But the odds are stacked against me even at this point. It's... I fail to think of a word that properly describes just how snowing .bad it all is.

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monere
monere


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posted January 04, 2020 01:29 AM

fred79 said:
Things appear to be moving on, but i don't trust it yet. It is entirely possible that i won't be able to pick up where i left off; and what time and everything else was lost is unlikely to be made up for. I'm trying, though. But the odds are stacked against me even at this point. It's... I fail to think of a word that properly describes just how snowing .bad it all is.


hey, drama queen! Care to let us know wtf is wrong with you, or you just whoring for attention now! I'm kinda fed up with your attention whoring. Either you die, or not, I couldn't care less. But let me know wtf you are suffering from: aids, cancer, bubonic plague, leukemia, just spit it out and stop being more melodramatic than my grandma
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Geny
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What if Elvin was female?
posted January 04, 2020 08:22 AM

Don't mind him, fred. The world is full snowholes, the trick is not to focus on them and instead remind yourself that there are plenty of decent folk who care about you and you wish you the best.

It sounds like you're afraid to get your hopes so as not to be disappointed. That's not a bad approach as long as you don't let yourself fall to the other extreme and succumb to depression. Maybe just focus on getting better one small step at a time and who knows, one day you might just raise your head and realize that you don't even need to be hopeful anymore because you're already well out of it.
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Celfious
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posted January 04, 2020 10:15 AM
Edited by Celfious at 14:09, 04 Jan 2020.

You can call them snow lovers
And unless they post here, they wont know what you mean and perhaps thank a fred.


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Elvin
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What if Elvin was female?
posted January 04, 2020 01:20 PM

Getting your hopes up is a tricky thing. Just do your thing, baby steps, screw the odds. From the sound of things you can only keep moving forward so might as well drop the mental chatter that tells you how bad things are. If you keep listening to it you'll get worn off easier. Is there something you can do to help you focus? Reading, writing, growing a plant, something with a goal or something to look forward to?
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Celfious
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posted January 04, 2020 03:17 PM

robo sapiens hahahaha
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fred79
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My BS sensor is tingling again
posted January 05, 2020 02:45 AM

I'm afraid to get my hopes up, because every time i do, something bad happens. Case in point: i was greatly looking forward in going to college, and i was only months away from doing so. Then something completely unforseen and frankly evil and life-changing comes along, and not only prevents that from happening, but threatens my actual life. I'm not the only one attempting to recover from the after-effects of said evil though, but i seem to be the only one to understand the implications of said evil. That is, that getting my hopes up is dangerous, and not only to myself; but to my loved ones as well.

I think, in this life, i am doomed to dreariness. Or at the very least, to be uncontent. I have to keep my hopes in the mud, or face consequences that seem to come from the universe itself.

I do believe, in all honesty, that i am damned; and i don't even know why. I've had dreams of past lives where i had been cursed; it seems this life is a continuation of that. Sounds dramatic, but there it is; at it's core. I only wish i knew what i had ever done to deserve such evil. And i know there are countless others who have it much worse than myself, and have wondered the same thing, but that doesn't stop me from seeing my own personal hell. What is frightfully apparent now, is that it can get much, much worse for me; and at the drop of a hat. It's one thing to already guess this, and another to actually experience it.

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Celfious
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posted January 05, 2020 03:56 AM
Edited by Celfious at 03:57, 05 Jan 2020.

God commands you not damn you.
Im not a guru. But youre awesome light shadow revolutions take pain to understand.
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NoobX
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Now, this is a paradox...
posted January 05, 2020 04:08 AM

There are no such things as curses.  I was, at one point, very much inclined to buy the whole rhetoric as a means to justify all the **** that was going on in my life.  I didn't.  Saved me a whole lotta pain in the arse that would stem from it.

I figure there's not much I can do to change your mind, however, so I can only leave you to your beliefs.
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monere
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posted January 05, 2020 11:21 AM

NoobX said:
There are no such things as curses.  I was, at one point, very much inclined to buy the whole rhetoric as a means to justify all the **** that was going on in my life.  I didn't.  Saved me a whole lotta pain in the arse that would stem from it.

I figure there's not much I can do to change your mind, however, so I can only leave you to your beliefs.
There are curses, though. I have met people who would do such things when I was kid. Even today I still don't understand why I've never been their victim cause my disgust for them has been pretty obvious, but there still are such garbages among us (particularly women are good at putting spells on people). I have a work colleague whose brother has been killed 2 years ago by one of these "witches". Some of these happenings are part charlatanism, of course, but there's also a bit of truth in it, or else it wouldn't work as intended.

Now, regarding fred... I don't know if he's been cursed or not, but I don't fully dismiss the possibility, that's what I'm saying
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Drakon-Deus
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posted January 05, 2020 11:29 AM

Whether or not he is cursed isn't the subject of this.

I'm rooting for you fred.
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NoobX
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Now, this is a paradox...
posted January 05, 2020 12:25 PM

Dude, magic isn't real.  Curses aren't real.  Worst thing a "curse" can do is to have a placebo effect on someone.
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Elvin
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What if Elvin was female?
posted January 05, 2020 01:17 PM

I don't see why the universe or God or anyone would care about yours or anyone's life. Sith happens. The odds of anyone having their way in life are not stacked high when there are as many conflicting interests.
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