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Nidhgrin
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posted March 26, 2004 05:21 PM |
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Sometimes Gorman, night falls.
Some nights are so dark you cannot even see the stars.
Those nights can give you the feeling they will never end.
I have had such nights in my life, I guess other people who have posted in this thread have. Maybe you are sitting in the dark just like that.
Perhaps this may sound hard to believe right now, but it is the thruth. At some point dawn will break, no matter how bad things look right now. Don't deny yourself that daybreak, the sun also shines for you.
Take care
~Nidhgrin~
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Peacemaker
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Peacemaker = double entendre
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posted March 26, 2004 05:46 PM |
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Nidhgrin's right, Gormon. I've been there too.
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gorman
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posted March 26, 2004 06:23 PM |
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... ...well I hope to hell that Daybreak comes soon...
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Stormrage
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posted March 26, 2004 06:28 PM |
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This suicide thing is not bad. People who commits suicide only wants to end their own suffering or to reunite with god. Myself, i think suicide is to flee, to flee from life. The only drawback with suicide is that you lose the oppurtunity to collect knowledge.
As god himself probably would say:
Knowledge leads to enlightenment.
Death is not to be feared. Death is to be understood. We only keep people from killing themselves because their depart would hurt us, not those who kills themselves.
The living is those who is psychically damaged by death. Not those who die.
You all probably know who Neale Donald Walsch is. Well, for some years ago, i feared death awfully much. I feared to die, and did not want to die either. Fearing death, or fearing at all, hurts our soul.
Well, for not so long ago, i read Neale's "Conversations with God - an uncommon dialogue". Gods message in that book told me that death is nothing to fear. The word "death" actually does not exist. We will always live, except in a non-physical form.
Well, i'm done now. I hope people beleive me, and that this post has made people think again.
Death is nothing to fear. Death itself should be called "The Afterlife".
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Svarog
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posted March 27, 2004 02:49 AM |
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Stormage, i don't mean to hurt you man, but imho, a logic like that is what has lead many people to take away their lives.
How can you say that the only "drawback" suicide has is the inabillity to acquire knowledge? Or death=afterlife? sorry man, i don't agree.
and also, i doubt anyone has heard of that guy you're talking about. i'm saying all this because i noticed some dangerous ideas that book must have put in your head.
I might be wrong, but it does seem suspicios.
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Consis
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Of Ruby
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posted March 27, 2004 05:07 AM |
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A Self Defining Moment
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This suicide thing is not bad. People who commits suicide only wants to end their own suffering or to reunite with god.
-->Let this be a self-defining moment for you Stormrage.
-->Let everyone see you for what you truly are if you believe in those words.
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gorman
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posted March 27, 2004 05:36 AM |
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Well, for not so long ago, i read Neale's "Conversations with God - an uncommon dialogue". Gods message in that book told me that death is nothing to fear. The word "death" actually does not exist. We will always live, except in a non-physical form.
Death is nothing to fear. Death itself should be called "The Afterlife".
Is there any real proof that we supposidly always exist? Has anyone written a book saying that they were so and so in a previous life and now they r so and so? Have u seen anyone w/any evidence that they have tales to tell of this afterlife? And what about God? I do not mean to offend any of u christians or god worshipers, but I had an....amusing...High School friend of mine say one time, that god and the bible were made by a drunk hundreds of years ago in a tavern... lol Now if he does exist, how can it be proven? U ppl can say that he IS there, but still, how do u know for sure?
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Aculias
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posted March 27, 2004 07:06 AM |
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You know what Gorman sometimes when you feel at the worst of your life & it seems it cant get any better, it can get even better then before.
It's called changes & sacrafices.
SOmetimes going through the worst can bring even better rewards.
Sometimes when you make a decisions for personal reasons that is far worst then the other decision changes.
It may take years but it can bring wonders sometimes.
It happened to me & look at Mandi.
See what she went through but then watch the future ahead.
I can see it will be alot better.
Sometimes even tomorrow stuff can happen out of the blue just like it did for me.
Patience is the key of life.
If you rush thangs, you may miss some of the stuff you may have missed out because you wanted thangs to happen to quick or you expect too much.
Some people take stuff for granted.
Apreciate what you have.
Think about people that are not as fortunate as you are & think about how you are faring in this world.
Your still young I was there too & I still didnt know where my life was heading.
Take it easy & take care of every decision you make.
Everyone made thier own sacrafices in life.
Everyones different but we all went through our own hell.
Just some went through more then others.
Everyone has choices to make in life, some do it from the bottom of thier heart, even if you have to go through heck.
SOme make choices that make thier own self happy.
Some just dont think.
Were all diferent but in diferent ways were all more fortunate then others in diferent ways.
If we were all the same wouldnt it be dull? hehe,
Pretty soon I am going to make my own life time decision & I am very excited about it.
I hope it all works out & some know what I went through when I first came here.
I consider alot in here my friends just like any other friends.
I changed alot since I been in here.
I matured alot also.
I am not as respected as I used to be but I am alot happier also.
People change, life keeps turning, everyone changes, depends on for better or worst.
Relate Gorman & see the world as you see fit & do what you are good at & make some efforts to get by.
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Consis
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posted March 27, 2004 07:20 AM |
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Aculias
That has to be one of the worst written posts I've ever seen. So...how in god's name can it be so profound to me!
You know this teaches me something. It teaches me that people have things to say. It can be of many errors or only a few. I see that when the words come from the heart they speak the truth no matter the errors.
Thankyou for being honest Aculias. I have admired you for this reason ever since I first became confused with your grammatical errors. It has inspired me to always remember that honesty and love in your heart are very contagious things. Contagions are generally steered clear of but to this disease, I want to be sick. Thankyou for infecting me my friend. I shall hold true to my affliction for the rest of my life.
Sincerely, Jake "Consis" Batchelor
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Aculias
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posted March 27, 2004 07:23 AM |
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Let me read it about 10 times before I start to understand what you just told me LOL.
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Aculias
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posted March 27, 2004 07:24 AM |
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Ok I read it 3 times I I know what you meant.
I have bad grammer LOL.
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gorman
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posted March 27, 2004 07:30 AM |
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Quote:
It's called changes & sacrafices.
Sometimes when you make a decisions for personal reasons that is far worst then the other decision changes.
It may take years but it can bring wonders sometimes.
It happened to me & look at Mandi.
See what she went through but then watch the future ahead.
I can see it will be alot better.
Sometimes even tomorrow stuff can happen out of the blue just like it did for me.
Patience is the key of life.
If you rush thangs, you may miss some of the stuff you may have missed out because you wanted thangs to happen to quick or you expect too much.
Some people take stuff for granted.
Apreciate what you have.
Think about people that are not as fortunate as you are & think about how you are faring in this world.
Your still young I was there too & I still didnt know where my life was heading.
Take it easy & take care of every decision you make.
Everyone made thier own sacrafices in life.
Everyones different but we all went through our own hell.
Just some went through more then others.
Everyone has choices to make in life, some do it from the bottom of thier heart, even if you have to go through heck.
SOme make choices that make thier own self happy.
Some just dont think.
Were all diferent but in diferent ways were all more fortunate then others in diferent ways.
If we were all the same wouldnt it be dull? hehe,
Pretty soon I am going to make my own life time decision & I am very excited about it.
I hope it all works out & some know what I went through when I first came here.
I consider alot in here my friends just like any other friends.
I changed alot since I been in here.
I matured alot also.
I am not as respected as I used to be but I am alot happier also.
People change, life keeps turning, everyone changes, depends on for better or worst.
Relate Gorman & see the world as you see fit & do what you are good at & make some efforts to get by.
Are you implying that I am NOT trying my ***king hardest to MAKE as many efforts as I can to get by in this "life" i lead? Are you saying that I'm FORTUNATE that my parents want me DEAD?!?!?! How can I appreciate what I have when what I have is so small its unnoticable?!?! How much more can I sacrafice? All I have left to sacrifice is my life!! I have nothing Aculias, maybe a friend or 3.... And god only knows what would be making your life so great and wonderful... I just got Mandi and Mark to try and be friends again, w/your post u may screw that all up. I know that nobody likes the thought of their ex to be w/another man and to talk about it so openly. Heck, while I was in town the other night a man I never met before came up to me and told me how great my ex gf was. While I worked, she'd be out whoring around....and I never knew, and this man had the nerve to come up to me and say it in public place where everyone can find out about it... And I can garuntee you that it is NOT a good feeling... So plz, I'm asking u kindly to do a guy a favor and edit the post plz... It took me quite a long while to get Mandi and Mark to try and be friends again...and all I can do now for them is hope everything goes well w/out any mistakes.... If I may be the one to cause the loss of their friendship again, then I will promise them, in this post, that I will never try to inolve myself to helping them in any way and will probably never speak to either of them again...
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Aculias
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posted March 27, 2004 07:38 AM |
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Calm yourself I am trying to help ease your mind to look on the brighter side.
it sucks but you are your own person & you have to live without some of the thangs that others have.
Sorry to hear your parents feel that way about you but you still have to try to live the best life you can.
I am not trying to sound like an ass.
I am telling you the truth that if you cant control your past & if you are going to let your parents win over you mentally.
Then what can be done.
You have more then just a few friends, you just dont know it.
WHy dont you read my past i wrote a couple days ago & quit being so stubborn.
You got stuff going for ya.
If people cany apreciate you for who you are then you have no choice but to say F you to them so you can move on with your life.
Shoot i tought I had nothing but a few friends either when i was homeless.
I know pwoplw whos parents can care for a total stranger more then them but heh, they had to move on & so do you.
I am sure you are trying but you cant give up yet, your way to young to give up.
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gorman
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posted March 27, 2004 07:50 AM |
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Then maybe I just misunderstood you, as for being stubborn? That must be a side of me u haven't seen yet,  better get used to it bud.
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Aculias
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posted March 27, 2004 07:52 AM |
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Hehe for sure.
I will be there for ya but i wont be around the bush saying thangs you want to hear.
I will put it all down on the table with the options & I think people who feel the way this thread implies.
Then they need to hear the facts & learn to understand the consequences as much as the situation & what it can bring.
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gorman
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posted March 27, 2004 07:59 AM |
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Hehe for sure.
I will be there for ya but i wont be around the bush saying thangs you want to hear.
I will put it all down on the table with the options & I think people who feel the way this thread implies.
Then they need to hear the facts & learn to understand the consequences as much as the situation & what it can bring.
for one, I don't need anyone to go out of their way for me... If they do there is nothing I can do to stop them... And I say again, I can't see what my future will hold so the situation/consequences will bring. Nobody's a psychich that can read the future. *ps. for anyone who actually believes in those psychic hotlines, I feel the need to say no offense against u*
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Aculias
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posted March 27, 2004 08:04 AM |
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Dude I never said I was a psichic.
All I said was you never know what the future can bring.
You keep thinking negatively.
Set some standards for yourself.
You keep thinking that the worlds over for you & no one loves ya, that is a fool talking.
You need to look around, there are alot who care, you just cant see it.
You got friends, you just push them aside.
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gorman
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posted March 27, 2004 08:10 AM |
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Dude I never said I was a psichic.
All I said was you never know what the future can bring.
You keep thinking negatively.
Set some standards for yourself.
You keep thinking that the worlds over for you & no one loves ya, that is a fool talking.
You need to look around, there are alot who care, you just cant see it.
You got friends, you just push them aside.
Your life must not have been all that bad if even u don't think negatively once in a while... I never said that the whole world is over for me, I never called u a psychic, and I know there r ppl who love me. If I push any of my friends aside, I'd like them to tell me. I have always tried to be there for my friends, and they haven't given me any reason for me to not be thier friends...well....not yet anyway.... Perhaps u and I just do not understand each other Acu, and I apologize if I'm unable to see things clearly enough to satisfy you.
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Aculias
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posted March 27, 2004 08:17 AM |
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Not me to satisfy, you have to find that satisfaction on your own.
Only you know how far that needs to go.
As far as my life not sucking, you dont even know the fraction of it.
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gorman
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posted March 27, 2004 08:21 AM |
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no kidding, same w/u bud, U don't even know a fraction of my life or any of the crap I went through to get here. And for satisfying oneself is the only way to truely be satisfied....
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