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William
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posted August 06, 2015 05:03 AM |
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Doomforge said:
Will, from my experience you need a couple screwups in relationships to finally get one right. There are of course lucky people who make it work in the first try, but it's super rare.
The only hard thing is to keep the fire within you and give your best every time. Most people get burned out, or become scared of getting hurt and thus become emotionally withdrawn. But you are a very lively person, and you always give 100%, don't you?  So this shouldn't be of any concern.
It took me 8 years to set things straight on the path of relationships. Things will straigten out for you as well, just give it some time.
Of course. I'm lucky in the sense that I haven't gone through many relationships so far, only 3 really but they have all hurt. This is just a sign that I haven't found the right one for me yet but I will get there. Just going to try and focus on myself for now.
Yeah, I am a lively person and always give my 100% in these types of situations which is why I get so hurt so easily and so much. It's not necessarily a bad thing because I'd rather give all my effort than not otherwise I'm not entirely committed to the whole thing and that is definitely not the type of person that I am.
Also thanks Corribus. I'm glad that you enjoyed the read. I'm just glad to be getting back on the straight and narrow now and just looking forward and doing the things I want to do and not catering to others and putting others ahead of myself, which I have done a lot of in recent times.
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JollyJoker
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posted August 06, 2015 08:24 AM |
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Hi again, william.
Just out of curiosity: did the docs diagnose a bipolar disorder? It certainly looks that way, also considering your high level of creativity and your output.
If that's indeed the case, what you probably have (yet) to realize is the fact that your regular Jill will have severe difficulties to cope with an unbridled bipolar personality, because that's too much of a rollercoaster ride.
In any case, what DID the docs say, are you supposed to take a medication against it - or were they just talking in general terms?
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William
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LummoxLewis
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posted August 06, 2015 10:45 AM |
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G'day JJ, hope you've been well!!
No, no bipolar disorder. It's more that I as a person cannot properly cope with distressing situations. The psychologist told me that when something that is distressing occurs in my life then instead of being able to deal with it properly, I think of the worst case scenario and think it is a catastrophe. That is where my overthinking comes into play and then what comes from that is that I start thinking the worst possible things and then I start thinking of doing bad things to myself.
I was never like that when I was with the girl, just afterwards when it all happened.
They didn't give me medication, more a mental health plan for me to follow in case things start getting bad again.
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Kipshasz
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posted August 08, 2015 09:50 AM |
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Glad to see you pulled through Will.
In any case those synthetic meds are bull. You'll only be a zombie. That's what they designed for. Best deal for sedatives is those small yellow pills of valerian root extract(you can find it at your closest rooskie pharmacy)
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